I could fell tears fall from my eyes all i could do was cry. My body shivered as the out side wind and rain drummed on my window. The storm didn't seem to freak me out as much any more. That intoxicating felling that had engulfed my body was now gone like it had never been there. What did just happen? My mind was racing so was my heart. Trying to breath now was the most difficult thing in the world. As the dark world of my room surrounded me pushing me in to the world of sleep.
It was a rest less sleep my mind was all ways on Edward's face as it went though all different changes Sad, mad, grief, hurt, lust, HUNGER. Then every thing went black and a i was falling though memories back to the day we meet. Then real living it like it was a tape on fast forward. Caching only a little her and a little there. Tell it stopped and froze on the memories of last night. Then it hit me like a ball to the head.
My eyes flashed open and i scrambled from my bed polling on the first thing i could find. My body seemed to be moving with out me tears falling from my eyes. I flew from my room down the stairs tripping and falling down the last five. But when i poled my self up i could hear laughing coming from the living room. My body froze and i walked slowly in to the room. My mother stud Laughing with Charlie. "Oh there's my little girl now" My mom said throwing her arms around me. "I came to take you home with me for the rest of the summer." She said. I jolted back ward and landed on the sofa.
"What" I said my voice coming out a loud louder then i wanted it to. My mind was still scrambling to put all the pieces of two different puzzles together. "What" My voice yelled again.
"Go pack" My mom said happily with a big smile.
"What?" I asked yet again. "Where am i going?"
"You're going home with me for the summer" she said "I now it's about haft way though but i thought you would like some sun for a change" She did hit the button I would love the sun. This humid air and gray cloudy sky was not summer.
Yet I wanted to stay with Edward. But with what happened last night i was confused on how things would be going. Would he be mad? It was strange last night when he kissed me i didn't fell like i was going to faint i felt alive. I could tell he felt it two.
I sighed and then got up. "I'll go?" I asked looking at both of them.
"You had now chosen." Charlie said kind of sad.
"What?" God what's with me this morning all i can say is 'what!'.
"I didn't say anything." Charlie said and walked in to the other room. I turned and looked at my mom.
"Go pack we leave in about five hours." She said and sat down looking around the room. It must have brought back memories for her.
I walked back to my room wanting to cry but i all so didn't want to fight. I sat on my bed for a moment before garbing my suitcase and throwing clothing in it. Then throwing myself in my bed and thought about last night. What was going on? Was it more then just human instincts?
My mind ran back to that night when we had just got home from the our first outing to the woods. Shivers went down my spine and tears fell from my face.
Am i making a mistake leaving now? I thought holding Edwards v- neck top he left when he was left last night. I let my head fall in to it tears falling from my face. She sent filled me up making me fell alive in side like it did last night. Then a ruining felling in gulfed my body. I wanted him with me. I hungered for his kisses, His arms around me. I wanted to have him forever. I wanted to be with him i want to be like him. At any cost.
"Bella we have to go" My mom's voice called out from down stairs.
I dropped the shirt in my suitcase, shut it and walked to the door tears falling from my face. I opened the door and turned back looking at my room. Which looked empty some how. It was like some one had dead. "Goodbye" I said to the empty room. "I love you" I said to the empty space thinking Edward was around. "I love you" I repeated and shut the door.
Note: I don't own twilight please R&R. More to come.