yo just so you know, this whole thing is a adderall/caffeine fueled mess. My therapist says i should write this instead of do drugs! i really like drugs, but i guess I'll give it a try and if a few people like the story as well, well that wouldn't hurt.
You don't know how many weeks, months it's been.
You couldn't even see your fingernails to tell you how long it's been, not with the blindfold secured on your head, it's straps cutting into your throat, its second pair of straps flushed against your skull tightly, and the lock on the backo of your head joining all of the leather. It made it almost impossible to sleep, whenever you did sleep. You pull futilely at the blindfold once more, it's the only thing that keeps you sane.
Even after all this time you've had alone to ponder anything in the entire universe, you still couldn't believe how the rebellion abandoned you. How Phoenix squadron abandoned you. How Sabine...
You stood up from your filthy pallet on the ground and raised your fist to beat against the wall. But before your hand made contact with the metal you stopped.
'It's pointless.' You thought to yourself. 'I'll just waste my energy.'
You slumped down against the wall and drew your knees up. You felt around for the water container. Your hand eventually found the vessel. Shaking it around you could tell it was about a fourth way full. It was only about 2 liters so you had to save it. Thus, you should probably stay still when possible, you concluded.
You had no idea when he was coming back.
Breathing deeply you laid back down on the 'bed'. You tried to clear your mind of everything besides Kallus. Your hope was that your connection to the force would finally come through and allow you to push your thoughts through to him.
You ran your fingers up and down your arms feeling the scars from him. This always relaxed you and made focusing easier.
Back when you were with the crew of the Ghost Kanan Jarrus, a Jedi Knight, had said something about communicating through the force.
Your knowledge about the force was limited. All you know is that you had a connection to it, according to Jarrus and Ezra Bridger, Jarrus' padawan. And apparently there's a lot you can do with the force. You mainly saw the two use it to move things and trick stormtroopers.
Kanan wasn't really able to teach you much, but before you were assigned to your position as an undercover agent he taught you the importance of meditation and focus.
So you did this a lot, mainly meditating on people you knew, trying to show them you were alive.
If it was working, it sure didn't show because no one had come for you yet.
This situation left you utterly doomed. There was no one looking for you, every one thought you were dead. Even Kallus, he had seen the whole thing laid out before him.
Your thoughts moved from the agent to what happened...
Okay yeah, I know the summary is crap, but thanks for getting this far!