First kill
Summary: Very short drabble about Integra's thoughs when she was about to shoot her uncle.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
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That thing is going to kill Richard. Should I stop it?
But... he tried to kill me. What should I do?
In that moment Richard takes the gun with his other arm and shoots her.
I'm going to die now. I'm going to die by the hands of that bastard. I don't want to die...
What? That thing saved my life again, but his not moving... Why? Does he wants me to kill Richard with my own hands? I... I... I can't do this.
She takes the gun shaking, And uses the vampire arm to steady herself and aim.
He tried to kill me. If I let him live, I will be the one dead...
Bang!
I did it... I've killed a man... And the worst thing is that I don't feel that bad about it.
I'm the head of Hellsing now, I can't be a coward, I can't hesitate from now on, I just have to pull the trigger and kill. Just like my father did, and his father before him...
This was the first time, but I know that there will be much more.