With Love
Riiight, so. I suddenly got really depressed, and I wrote this. You'll have to excuse it. It's supposed to be a letter, but I got kinda off track. So yeah, enjoy. Especially ChibiFrubaGirl. -nods- Because she gives me inspiration! To write more Demiku… -giggles-
Warnings: AU. Shonen-ai. Some bad words. …Yeah.
Disclaimer: Don't own. -shakes head- Wish I did, but I don't. Never will, either.
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I know you're probably wondering why you're getting this now. And why it's from me, of all people. That'll be explained in time. I'm explaining to you now that you're a bastard and I hate you. But I guess you already knew that, didn't you? People tell you that enough, after all. Anyway, as I said. You're a bastard and I hate you. But do you even know why? I doubt you do. So I'll be telling you.
I actually took you back! You broke my heart and I tried dating other people. That didn't work because all I thought about was you, so I took you back. Then I found out that you're cheating on me with my best friend. And that was it. That broke me. I hate you both now, and you don't even know why. Well, you know why I hate him. Not why I hate you. But you'll know that soon enough.
You make me not want to live. Which is an accomplishment, really, because I normally can't get enough of life. But I see you, and you're with him, and you're happy. The kind of happy I thought I made you. The kind of happy we obviously never had. And that hurts.
It's one thing to find out that you're cheating on me. It's another thing to find out that you broke up with me because I wouldn't have sex with you. It's a whole other thing to find all of this out from your best friend. And that's why I hate you. That's why, right there. Because you didn't have the balls to tell me yourself. You're a stupid, self-centered dickhead that has to have everything your way. And that is the worst thing in the world.
But that's not the point of this. Well, it was one point, but not the only point. The other point was to tell you something completely different. I'm writing this to tell you that I have moved on. I'm actually happy with your best friend. I like his silver hair. It's so much softer and doesn't hurt my eyes. Not like your fire-red hair did. And his eyes are a different green than yours. A much prettier green. I hope you're happy with my best friend. I know I'm happy with yours. And that's just about all I needed to tell you. I hope it… Well, I don't know what I hope anymore.
With love.
Demyx.
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So yes, this is my new story. It's odd, I know, but that's how I felt at the time. And my feelings usually pop out in my stories. Anyways, I hope you liked it. .
Please be kind and review to feed my underfed ego. And to make me feel loved…
-Miss ''Rissa