Closed. Shut. Nothing. I'm here! I'm here. Alone. I screamed. But only in my head. Never out loud. You cannot come in. Don't try! Oh Merlin don't try! Screams so loud my ears ring. Don't open the book! But there she is. Pages torn open. You'll let the light in. I can't stand that fucking light. Choking. Always choking. Nothing to breathe. Nothing. Empty.
Don't touch me! But she's coming. Closer. Closer. Everything's fuzzy. Eyes. I have to tear out my eyes. Don't hold me. I wont smile. I wont. Screaming. Itching. Tearing. Lost. I have to destroy something beautiful. Leave. You're beautiful… Leave. Run. Anything.
I can't hurt you. Can't you understand? I know where my heart is. I know. It's Breaking. Breaking. Gone.
"Ginny?"
"Yes
Tom?"
"I
have one last thing I need you to do for me, before we can be
together forever."
"Anything,
Tom…"
Words. To many words. What am I saying? Death. Destruction. Power. Leaving. She's leaving. Run, Ginny, run. That light. You keep me from shutting out that horrible light. Closed. Shut. Nothing. Choking. Always choking.