Why is it so hard to say good-bye?
Disclaimer: I don't own Zoey 101.
Why did I get that stupid phone call? Dana sighed. Ever since last night after she got the phone call from her Mum, she's been stressing out. It wasn't like her to get crazy about leaving schools. She always have, ever since she was little. Her Mum would hook up with a new guy, they'd break up and then they'd move to somewhere new. I bet I have been to everywhere in this country. Dana thought, chuckling to herself.
Even though she's moved a million times and counting, she knew leaving PCA would be different. At every school before, she's made sure she wasn't close to anyone there, knowing when she moved it'll be hard to say good-bye. But PCA was different, she was forced to get close and be good friends with everyone, especially her roommates, Zoey, Nicole and her next-door neighbours, Quinn and Lola. She had also gotten close with their best guy friends, Chase, Michael and Logan, as they sit together and go to each other's dorms every night, spending each minute together.
She moved her hand up to put a curl of her hair behind her ear. She glanced around her dorm, looking at every memory the dorm had of her and her friends. She looked to see a giant picture of all 8 of them, at the school dance, looking glamorous and posing for the camera with big happy smiles. She smiled to herself, she knew PCA was the best school she's ever been to and she didn't regret her Mum moving to California. Once again, she had to move. Before going to PCA, her Mum decided that it'll be best to move to a whole new country to start their new life. That country, known as France! Before Dana came to PCA, her Mum applied her to the St. Therese' Girls Academy and if she got accepted, they moved immediately. Now, the phone call from her Mum told her that she was accepted and had to move in two weeks.
Dana fixed her necklace with a purple love heart and a D next to it. Each member of their gang had one, Zoey had Z, Nicole had N, Quinn had Q, Lola had L, Chase had C and so on. It was a necklace to represent their friendship forever that they all bought. It was kind of stupid at first but now Dana was glad she had it. All her friends were out watching a new movie called Spring Break. They all thought Dana was sick and Dana was sick, but not sick as in coughing sick. Sick in the stomach at the thought of telling her friends about moving to France.
Suddenly, the door opened, scaring Dana. She turned around on her bed to see who it was and it was all 7 of her friends, laughing and smiling. Yeah, of course they'll be happy. They didn't know what was going through Dana's mind. Dana smiled weakly at them and they all smiled back. Logan came up to Dana and sat on her bed.
"D, how you feeling?" Logan asked softly.
"Why do you care?" Dana shot back.
"Whoa, I'm sorry. I didn't know being nice was such a crime,"
"You never cared before, why now?" Dana sighed.
"Hey, don't be such an idiot about this,"
"Whatever," Dana rolled her eyes at Logan. Both of them noticed all their friends left the room, not wanting to hear their fighting.
"You scared them off, why can't you be nice for once? Maybe there's something going on, making you feel angry but don't take it out on us," Logan scolded Dana. Dana had a wave of anger going over her and Logan could sense the anger in her eyes.
"You don't know what is going on!" Dana yelled, she couldn't keep it in anymore. Her eyes started flowing tears, and each tear was gently wiped away by Logan's thumb.
"Hey Dana, tell me what's going on," Logan whispered.
"Let me tell you, my whole life, no one gave any attention to me. I was always ignored and my first father hit me all the time. No one has ever cared about me and how I feel!" Dana said. Logan grabbed her and hugged her tightly, hopefully showing her how much he did care about her. Dana sobbed into Logan's shirt.
"Dana, I'm sorry about your life. But I care about you, I always have and always will. All of our friends do, but especially me..." Logan told her. Dana glanced up into his eyes. "Dana, I love you," he added.
Dana saw in his eyes sincerity and knew he was telling the truth. Secretly, Dana loved Logan back but she couldn't let his heart get broken in two weeks when she left.
Dana stood up and opened the door for him to leave.
"Please go," Dana croaked out. Logan's jaw dropped in shock and disappointment and anger flashed to his eyes.
"I just told you I loved you, and this is what you do?" Logan questioned. Dana shook her head and pushed him out.
"You know what Dana? I don't love you anymore, I take it back. You're just too selfish to know what love is!" Logan yelled through the door from the outside. Dana's eyes filled with hurt.
"You have no idea what's going on, so go away!" Dana yelled back.
She quickly ran back to her bed and wrapped the comforter around her tightly. She squeezed a little teddy bear she got from her friends and started crying all over again. She didn't mean to hurt Logan; she just couldn't be in a relationship with him, knowing she's leaving in two weeks. Zoey and Nicole quietly opened the door and walked in.
"You hurt Logan pretty bad D," Nicole said.
"I know," Dana shrugged, crying.
"Why? I know you love him," Zoey smiled sympathetically.
"I do, I just can't be with him, knowing what's going on in my life,"
"What's going on?" Nicole asked.
"I'm leaving PCA for France in two weeks, that's what's going on!"
How was it? I think I like writing in Dana's POV. Somehow, I can relate to it. Although, nothing like that's ever happened in my life before. :) Anyways, can you please review? I will update soon if you do. Please & Thanks.