There was always something there between me and Vincent. I knew it. I may have been a silly little ninja-girl, but I wasn't dumb. I mean, really? Yuffie Kisaragi?! DUMB?! Ha! I beg to differ. Oh yes, ehem. Back to the main point of my babbling. Thinking about it now just blows my mind. Vincent was always my crush. I always wanted to impress him by either saving him or back talking, but ended up on my ass. He thought it was funny. I'm not funny I'm in love. And still am. To this day even. Yup, I was 16 then and now I'm 29. I still got you my crush.
I never really thought about what would happen if you felt the same. I just wanted you to. I've seen you smile before, but not the way you did when I told you how I felt. My 20th birthday I took you behind a tree in the forest, abandoned the party and loudness. Cherry blossoms falling over us. "Vincent," I stared up at his emotionless face, "I love you." Three words did it. After what seemed like a forever lasting silence, your beautiful white smile filled up the silence between us and said my name. I have never seen you so happy and didn't think I would be there to see it let alone cause it. After my blush faded a little, I held up one slim finger, only to have you eye it curiously. "One birthday present is all I want Valentine." I smiled and watched you raise your eyebrows in question. "And?" You chuckled, "I want you to kiss me." Eyes widened and lips parted, you stared in surprise. My brow furrowed and I carefully, yet confidently stood on my tip toes only to be still to short. Your hand went under my bottom and picked me up. Your lips on mine hesitantly at first, but my arms wrapped around your neck and you put your all into that one, and only kiss. It was our last first kiss you could say, there were small ones later that day but we never got to really share something.
A day past since then and I was called out to a mission. A war with another land. Wutai princesses had to be set as warriors at the age of 20. Oh goody. You begged me to stay knowing something was not right. I went anyway, your last words 'I love you'. Ones that it my sense, held me up. End of the battle, I was shot and brutally injured by their Ocean. I was left to sink, not knowing fellow companions, and you, were searching.
The Life Stream isn't to bad. Aerith is here. Zack, Lucrecia. She smiled at me fondly as I arrived. Telling me it was my turn to watch you. I hated it at first. You wanted to die, knowing you couldn't. You hated yourself, saying over and over it was your fault. No. It's not. So stop it. Enough of this. I want you to live your life Vincent, not destroy it. Live it for both of us. That is what I want. I hate it when our friends try to help you out of your drinking or drugs and all you say is "It's all my fault." You haven't been out of your room in two months now. But it's been 9 years since my death, and your emotional end.
So my Vincent, please stop this. I love you and always will but to see you hurt yourself like this over me makes me sick.
I love you.
I still do.
And always will.
. I wanted to do this, NO FLAMING! Lol but heeyyyyy its pretty good for my writing lol. R&R J thkies!!!! 3333