Water cascading down my back

relinquishing all of my worries

of my day

For I will take my time tonight

For it will be my last

For by mourning they will have found them

and come after me

For I left so much evidence

That I know I will be caught

I would have cleaned the site a lot better

If it wasn't for my blind rage

I don't know what I was doing

It felt as if I was watching my twin torture them

but the problem is I don't have a twin

It felt like my heart was being ripped out as he drew his final breath

Even my malice for the girl quickly disappeared

I felt sorry for the two

They loved each other before

like I loved him

But she was ripped away from him

Just because her father said no

And after all of those years he still yearn for Her

then 50 years later I came into the picture

And I tried to steal her place in his heart

But I couldn't even come close

No matter what time of the day

I knew he was thinking of her

and no matter what I did I couldn't stop that

but when her father was on his death bed

She made a dicision

to come back to her love and

Mine Inuyasha

Her fathers' last words were

"I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through

my daughter,Kikyou."

She just nodded and walked away

after her lost love

When she came back

I thought He would go crazy with happiness

and he almost did to

I would have if I was him

They were perfect for each other

They loved each other

And I hated that

So I guess that is why I did it

so here are my last

word before they take me away

"I'm so sorry Kikyou for depriving you of

the man you love

and a life full of happiness."

and you Inuyasha

"I'm sorry all the way drown to my soul;

for trying to get you to turn you back on Kikyou."