Chapter 1.
He looked up at me, smiling... always smiling.
He thinks he can trick me eh? Thinks he can just waltz in here and try to trick me.
I stood at the top my house watching over all of them, watching them getting tricked by that damn smile.
Always smiling, Always smiling, He can't always be happy... no,no,no...
It irritated me to know that some kid can just trick them like that
Just trick them like that. Just trick them like , no,no...
Saria most of all, she trusts him like she used to trust me. Now she thinks I'm dirt,
Dirt, dirt, dirt. Like the ground, always there, always ignored... I'm being stepped on...By him!
I stared at that little kid, thinking. How could he always smile like that? When the Great Deku Tree told him about his parents... he smiled. The Great Deku Tree then asked him if he would be okay... He nodded, then smiled.
When he came back after seven years, hurt with bruises and nearly healed scabs all over, I saw him... standing there... smiling.
When I saw him come out of the forest, Saria rushing to him, he smiled.
Always smiling, always smiling... I hate him, he's ALWAYS SMILING!
Now seeing him young again playing with all the others, no, looking at me smiling. He approaches me, smiling, but I can see the pain. Oh yes, I can see the true pain, vibrating throughout his small body. He calls out to me with those eyes, those liquid blue pools. He knows I see him, he knows. But he does nothing.
"Hey, Mido, wanna play?"
No, no, no, no. I don't want to play your stupid game.
"Naw, I got to clean my house."
"Aw, come on don't be such a spoil sport."
Shut up, shut up, shut up, You know nothing! Don't tell me what I should or shouldn't do. Don't tell me how I should or shouldn't be! Stop it!
"No, really."
"Please." He extended it too long, and I could see how much wanted me to.
No, I don't want to play your stupid game.
"Oh, fine"
"Ok. Tag! You're it!"
He runs like he does and I have to chase him. Trying to catch that smile...
He knows I hate him and he knows how much I don't want to chase him; yet he keeps running, until he trips and I tag him like I always do.
And he smiles like he always does, that smile. Stop smiling, I hate it, I hate it. I hate you. Stop smiling.
He gets up like he always does, with that that laugh and he says, like he always does, "Wow you're fast Mido!"
His praise means nothing to me. So... why do I feel like a God every time he says that?
"Maybe you're just slow, nitwit." I flick his forehead and walk away, or I would have.
"Maybe you're just a jerk Mido, you shouldn't call any one a nitwit." Saria called out to me.
"You shouldn't treat anyone like dirt! Including me! If you're not going to practice what you preach, then I won't listen to what you say!" This time I stomped away, leaving all of them in a confused state of mind, who knows what caused me to lash out like that, I usually take it from her and nobody else.
I guess that's evolution, that dirt let's itself be stepped on because that's it's job. That's not my job though, so I don't let myself be stepped on by everybody.
A/N 091103
Ah, I don't really like this chapter any more but I'll keep it because it's a good start.
Thanks for reading this, I was surprised to find people have actually read it. Haha
But I was happy.
I think I changed something with this edit. But I can't remember what. Probably some diction that doesn't change the meaning.
Onto the next chapter~~ -