Different Secrets

Time For The Story

I can't wait! New school,New house,New friensds!! Oh i'm so excited.Although i dont want to leave my old friends behind. It's so hard. I can't hide my excitment.My Dad keeps asking me if i'm ok and i keep telling him im fine. He should definitly know by now what happens to me when i get a chance to have new friends.

After i finished my dinner i washed the dishes, and went up in my room. I went to practice my guitar. Yes i know, its not everyday you see a girl playing a guitar. I got out my music. You may not understand, but when i say my i mean my. Yes i know, its weird, but i wrote a song. All my song needs is well... words. I've gone through and wasted hours of my time trying to figure out words,but i never could come up with anything that fit. I'm not sure if it's just me who has this problem or there's another person out in this world that can write music and play guitar , but can't figure out any words to go along with the music.

After i was done with practicing, i went down stairs. My dad had already fallen asleep, and it was only 11:15 at night. I went into the living room, and grabed blankets off the chair. I walked over to my dad and covered hi. Just in case so he wont get cold during the middle of the night and have to get up to get a blanket.

I guess i baby my Dad a little too much,but there's a resonable explaination for that. You see when i was 15 my mom passed away. No one knew why she got sick because she was perfectly healthy. the doctors couldn't even lift a finger to help her because no one knew what she had. the doctors still don't know and its been 2 years. What stinks about when it happened well... it happened right on my birthday so i never celebrate my birthday it was my sweet 16 and i can tell you there was nothin sweet about it. 1 day she couldn't get better so she died. It broke my father in 4ths most likely because my mom was his whole life... she ment everything to him. She had three fourths of his heart and i only had one fourth. When i was 16 during that year he said i revived another fourth of his heart. I was about to cry when he said that but i didn't i just stared at him and smiled.

After i was done taking care of my dad, i went into the kitchen. i grabbed a cup and milk out of the fridge i poured me a glass and i chugged it down. After i was done i rinsed out my cup and went to bed.