OMG, can it be? Yes, another one shot. LOL yep another one….Nova's POV
It's All Good in the End
I sat by a big oak tree in the late noon. It was summer, birds, butterflies, green leafy trees, long green grass, that light breeze that made a hot day perfect. I walked up to the old tree covered in green mosey stuff. I jumped up on a branch that had the perfect view for a sunset. I sit there looking at the last sunset I'll ever see again. I let the light shine in my eyes till I cry. I close them and let the sun warm my fur while the light breeze shakes it so lightly. I sigh and open one eye to see the butterflies going to bed and lighting bugs come out to play.
I love it here, no one knows this place, well that I know of. I wish I could feel like this all the time happy and light, but it only last for a minute then the pain comes back twice as painful. It rips me apart to see my love with some one else. But I'm happy for him and her. Sparx and Aurora, or whatever.
They can live their life and I'll live mine. Well not really live. I want to see Sparx happy and if that's what he wants then that's what he gets. I mean he's a nice person to everyone and a ex to me but I will always love him and he doesn't like me like that, but I can't live with such pain in my heart. I will leave everyone behind, but this pain is just too much for me to take any longer.
I take out a knife that I hid here the other day, just in case I was going to do this or not. And I made up my mind. I wish to die here with the lighting bugs and sleeping butterflies. The light breeze whispers no, the tree's leaves scream don't do it, the tall grass tells me don't shove that knife in your chest.
My mind yells do it with a soothing sound like a flute. I bring the knife to my chest and stab myself in the heart. I wrinkle my nose at the pain and hold back a high pitch scream. I fall back onto the grass and cry tears of pain and breathe short with some blood coming up in my throat. I hack it up with a sneeze and blood gushing from my chest won't stop. I feel the warm blood going down my chest and staining my white fur.
I'm sorry my love, I loved you, but only if you loved me back…..I'm so sorry. Goodbye….my love.
End not as good as I thought it be sorry…..