'Elena! "I groaned and rolled out of bed. Damn, I fell asleep.
I walked down the hall and into the large den where Matt was sitting. I yawned and rubbed my eyes trying to wake me up.
"What is this? Why are you crying?" I told my low, husky voice.
He looked at me in silence. If anything, I had to admit that he was , lean and muscular. He had a smile that could make a girls knees tremble and shake. But looks can be deceiving.
I've been with Matt for three years. I enjoyed being with him for a while, but a lot of things have changed over the years.
"I said I wanted my dinner when I got here." he looked at me again.
"Matt, I fell asleep. I'm tired." I passed him in the kitchen.
"Tired of what? What the fuck you do that is so tiring." he followed behind me.
"Clean, working, making sure that you do not fuck this big deal we build." I said through clenched teeth.
"Make sure I do not screw up. This is my law firm. I built it from scratch." he slammed his hand on the counter.
I let out a frustrated sigh. He was beginning to shake me.
"You know what. Without me you would not have any of the shit you have. I'm the one who is becomes everything is in order and I'll be damned if I let you screw it up. So shut up." I He said turning to walk past him only to be pushed into the wall.
"What did you say?" he was closer to me.
I could feel the smell of perfume is in clothing. And it was not mine.
"You heard me. Now get off me." I passed him. "Oh, and tell that bitch to buy a new perfume. It smells cheap."
I walked into my room and closed the door behind me. I took a quick shower and put on a jogging pants and a V-neck white.
When I left, I saw him sitting on the bed. I walked around the bed and lay on my side.
"Lena look I'm sorry baby. You know I love you." he tried to kiss me, but I turned my face to the other side.
"Who is she?" I got up and looked at him.
"Who is who?" his eyes widened.
I rolled my eyes.
"Fuck I'm leaving." I walked toward the door.
"No, I'm not." he said quietly.
"Excuse?" I stopped turning to look at him just to see him standing in front of me.
"Where are you going? Huh Lena? You think you'll find someone better than me?" He started circling me.
I stood there silently absorb everything he told me.
"No one will want something like you. You're worthless. You are nothing." he said slowly to make sure I hear every syllable.
I could feel the tears running down my face.
"I want to leave? Leave." he walked to the door and opened it.
I was there. Disappointed in myself to be with someone like him. He was had no family. Nowhere to go.
"That's what I thought." he said leaving.
I sat on the edge of the bed and wept silently. I hate him. I hate myself for loving him.
I laid there and cried when I heard his words echoing inside my head. My eyes grew heavy and the tears continued to fall as I cried myself to sleep.