A/N:
Well, this is for the HPFC forum (:
Random Sayings! is the post :D
Um, I'm not sure if I'm doing this right…ah whatever.
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Elizabeth(: MY BEST FRIEND! Who helped me so much! :) I LOVE HER, SHE IS THE BEST.
Setting: On the Hogwarts Express or just getting on/off it.
Disclaimer: I don't own James Sirius…I only own Abby(:
I stared at the scarlet Hogwarts Express for a moment, pondering. My eyes glided up and down the train, before climbing in with a sigh. This past summer had been absolute hell for me. Actually, worse than hell. Not that I would know, but it was worse than any of my friends', I'm sure.
James fucking Sirius Potter, my boyfriend—ex-boyfriend. He'd broken up with me. He had broken up with me…like he said he wouldn't.
He'd said I was different.
He'd said I was the one.
"Of course I'm in love with you, darling." He'd said.
And she believes.
Well, at least she (me) did.
Not anymore.
I shook my head, he didn't matter anymore.
I stepped onto the train, dragging my heavy trunk behind me. I opened the door to a compartment, and my eyes immediately hardened. It was just like me to pick the one compartment with none other than James Potter in it. I turned around immediately, nose in the air, and walked out.
"Abby! Abigail! Please, Abby…" I heard him plead. I so desperately wanted to turn around, but I couldn't.
He grabbed my wrist gently. I stopped and turned around.
"What?" I hissed. "I need to go find a compartment, so unless you really have something important to do, like, oh, maybe breaking my heart for the second time, then I really have to go." I snarled, forcing myself to look him in the eye. He pulled me into an empty compartment, then faced me.
"Abby, I…I'm sorry." James swallowed. I raised my eyebrows. Oh, so he was sorry? Like that would fix everything.
"You're sorry for breaking my heart? Oh, wonderful, let's just go back to being BFF now," I drawled. I rolled my eyes and shook my head, the purple streak in my strawberry blonde hair falling into my face. James' hand lifted, as if he were going to brush it away, but he thought better of it. His hand lowered, and I raised my eyebrows.
"Yeah, I'm sorry."
"Well, sorry isn't going to cut it." I said with forced politeness.
"Look, Abs, if I had a time-turner I'd go back and change it…" James begged, his brown eyes pleading.
I scoffed.
"James, I get it, okay? You don't settle down with anyone. You're James Potter, the one who goes through girls like Dom goes through clothes." I almost smiled at the reference to my best friend. His cousin.
"You were different!" James cried in frustration, wringing his hands.
I shook my head.
"No, I wasn't, James. I was just another snog buddy." I said dryly. I wasn't going to cry. I wasn't going to jump into his arms. I wasn't going to kiss him. I wasn't that kind of girl.
"I love you! Why can't you just accept that?" James ran a hand through his hair. I felt my eyes hit the ceiling again.
"James, you didn't…maybe you will, someday. Maybe you'll realize what you let go. Or maybe…maybe you'll fall for someone else." I paused. "The one thing I'm sure of is that you didn't love me. Our relationship ended a long time ago, James."
"Abby, all I know is that the end is just the beginning." James said with a sad look in his eyes, and with that, he opened the compartment door and walked away.
I sat there in shock, contemplating his words.
The end is just the beginning.
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OOH, MAYBE THIS IS AN UPCOMING MULTI CHAPTER STORY!
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