I do not own any characters, just the story line.
This is my first story. So no beating around the bush let's start this ride!
A life without you.
How do you ever really know you're in love?
Is it the butterflies you get when you think about that person?
When your heart starts to flutter when you hear their voice?
The spark that sends your whole body alight with one simple touch?
When you know the only thing to calm you down, are for them to envelope you in their arms and for them to hold you?
"Baby you know it was love", I hear you say.
But I know it isn't you, it's just a figment of my imagination.
I was in love.
We were in love.
I remember you saying "it's just me and you baby, forever and always."
I think about you all the time. I wake up and could have sworn I could feel you holding me. Nuzzling into my hair and breathing me in.
It wasn't.
It was just wishful thinking on my part.
Sometimes I think you're going to walk through the door and wake me up from this horrible nightmare. But I know you won't.
I need to remember, that this time you won't be coming back to me. I feel my heart rip in two, just thinking about it.
I have to somehow try and go on with my life.
A life without you.
Sometimes i wonder whether my mind is playing tricks on me or weather i really can hear your voice. Im not crazy, i know im not. Maybe everything was a dream, maybe i never really met you, maybe our worlds were never as one.
no
I know thats not true. Every piece of my past belongs to you, you were everywhere, you were my everything and i was yours.
They say that i have to get better, i have to keep trying, but i don't think i can. You were my strength when i was weak.
Baby i don't have the strength to keep going on without you.
I get angry... a lot...with you...with me...with them.
I get angry with you because im selfish, i didn't want you to leave and you promised you wouldn't.
Do you remember?