Can't Forget
Tears
Drops of agony
I can feel
Lost and denied emotions.
These blood-hot stains
That streak down my face,
They're a release.
I miss you,
No one else as much as you
Every time
I think about it.
All I see
Is your pained face
As you fade away
I stand there
A sad attempt at trying to get help
I know I could've done more.
I could've saved you.
I could've sacrificed myself.
I had held you
Those last seconds
Watching as you slipped away
And the darkness overtook you.
You said
You loved me
Before you were lost forever
I had kissed you.
Words aren't enough to describe
Pain as searing hot as those last moments
Seeing you die
And not being able to do anything about it.
I kissed you
Right before you… were lost.
I want you back,
I won't ever feel anything else again
Nothing but this pain
Every time I close my eyes
I see your beautiful face
Deformed in agony
I see your form
Torn and bleeding
Your life seeping
I remember how you looked
When you were younger
And I thought I could leave you.
We both knew we weren't
Meant to be
But we were so
Perfect
I never said
I love you
I want to cry again.
I miss you
I know I could've saved you
So why is it I didn't?
I love you
I love you so much Ienzo.
I can't believe I broke my promise
I said I'd make sure you
Didn't die
So why didn't I do something?
Why, why, why?
More searing pain
My heart is aching
But not for me
For you
You were never supposed to die!
Screw fate and destiny
I was going to save you!
I can't believe I didn't…
I'm in denial
Zexion, I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
You don't know how much I'm
Sorry.
Yes you do
You always know,
That doesn't matter
I don't want forgiveness
I could've saved you
But I didn't.
How is it, I managed to save your friends
But I couldn't save you
My heart punishes itself
Whenever I think about it
I should stop thinking about you.
After all,
You were supposed to die.
But, I can't just forget
I can't move on.
I don't care that you were a nobody,
You had emotions
You gave me love.
I don't want to forget about you,
I love you.
I'm just so sorry
I broke my promise to save you.