Hi this is random thoughts I have
For some reason I thought of Twilight when I wrote this
Well this is my random thoughts
This is what I want.
I didn't write this and I don't know who did.
This is what I want
This what I need to breath.
I want to be held I want to be loved
I want someone to die for me
I want someone to keep me
I need care as they say
Someone to help me wake up
And hold me while I cry
I cry all the time but no one will hold me
No one says "I love you"
No one will love me the way I need
But I still hope
Someone will care
Someone will love me and hold me
I will one day be happy
If I can live a couple more years of horror
Then I can be happy
I can smile and be held
I can cry and be soothed
I can smile and mean it
I can love the way I never have
I can be me and have a life to live
Love me
Hold me
Kiss me
Take me
I want that
Someone to care
And keep me
For always and forever
That was my feelings brought out
I will long for love forever
I will pray and beg
I will cry and pled
I'll do everything to have peace
To have my heart filled
To have make heart stop when you speak
You I don't know yet
One day I hope to have a "you"
To have a him
To smile and be loved
Like never before
I don't smile now
I'm a child they say
I supposedly don't know what love is
Well this is what I know
I want my heart to stop when I see you
To stop breathing when you speak
To see your face everyday
To hold you and never let you go
Is this not love
You decide
To me it's sounds like real love
I want to have it
To have that feeling
To know someone will be there always
One day those feelings will be real
I want to have a hand to hold when I'm sad
To have a shoulder to cry on
To have you hold me and keep me safe
I want that forever
More feelings that no one knows about
Jealously
What is it really?
People say they are jealous but I know something you might not
Jealously can't exist unless you make it
The one you love can't be jealous unless...
Someone else has your hold
That's a test of your love
If you put your gaze off the one you love it should pain them
First jealously then pain, then...
They should let you go
If they do it shows they cared
If they yell and scream and say your mine...
That's just acting
The one you love should be willing to let you go
If it made you happy
It may kill them inside
But it would help to know you'd be happy
That would make them happy and they'd eventually move on
This is what shows the truth
Jealously is the key straight on
It's the key
To show if you're meant to be
That showed the truth here
I'm the only one who sees reality
They loved one another
But it wasn't the love to keep them living
I know the truth
They try and say it was true love
No
It was fake love
It was what they thought was love
They don't really know
That love should make you weak
Make you smile make you faint
It makes you sore and helps you ach
It keeps you breathing your last breath
I'm crazy about love I just hope to one day have my own
Lust?
The opposite of love
People lose love because of lust
Then again
That means it wasn't really love
Mistakes
People don't think there's a difference with the two
Well there is
Lust is something people think they want
They think it'll make them happy
Until they realize that they got a one-night stand
And lost years of love
If you were to make that mistake
It shows that
You need to see the truth
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