Hello fanfiction world! So I previously had an account on here but sadly I cannot remember the password, or the password I used for the email address either. Anyways, this is my very very first Glee fanfiction. I'm so excited to finally be back to writing and I want to keep on top of it from now on! The episode last night inspired me to write this because I don't know about the rest of you, but I was amazed at Will's drunk call. Please review!

The minute I heard Sue's voice over the intercom I knew it would be bad. Just the sneer in her voice made it seem as though all hell was about to break loose. I couldn't help but be slightly hurt when she mentioned the drunk dial from Will she had received.

"Heyyyy sexy lady. There's something I really really want to say to you." Sitting down at my desk, I attempted to fully become prepared for what it was he had to tell Sue.

"I love how you eat your lunch with your own plastic gloves and they crinkle and they make the cutest sound I've ever heard in my life." It wasn't to Sue. Without thinking my gloved hand went over my mouth in shock.

"Why don't you pick up some wine coolers and come over here and it'll be just one night of us just getting crazy, let's just get crazy! Let's get crazy and roll around in the hay. Ha, ha. Cause I was just in some hay earlier tonight. Hey and I rode a bull tonight and I was thinkin' of you."

I didn't even hear what else Sue had to say because couldn't believe what I had just heard. My cheeks flushed with heat and my breathing became labored. It was for me. Well…I can only assume Will don't know anyone else who eats their lunch while wearing plastic gloves. Oh my gosh. I bit my lip as my thoughts trailed to everything he had described.

It was easy to imagine. Will talked about going crazy, just the two of us. Together in a moment where both of us would finally let down all barriers, where it wouldn't necessarily be about becoming committed, nor would it be slow and sensual but crazy. To be blunt, it would be primordial. A point where all our pent up emotions and feelings for one another would be about feeling each other in a whole new way. Yes, I had imagined sex with Will before…numerous times actually. And believe it or not, in various locations. It was a fantasy of mine that he and I would literally just have sex because of all the anticipation. Of course I would want a relationship in the long run but I just wanted, and needed to feel him.

I wanted to feel Will kissing me with everything he had. I wanted his tongue caressing mine, kissing my neck, and going lower to make me experience something I never had before. His body would be heavy over mine but it wouldn't bother me any. He would pin my arms above my head and together we would move, our bodies pressing up against one another in the most intimate way. I would wrap my legs around his waist encouraging him to not be so gentle and to tell me everything he's ever wanted while having sex. I want him to tell me what would make him moan my name and barely be able to hold on. I wanted to have sex with Will. Still do. Ever since the annulment…even before that.

Right around Christmas is when I realized that things with Carl were never going to be what Will and I could possibly have. My heart wasn't in it and yet Carl didn't seem fazed by my announcement to forget the whole Vegas thing had ever happened. Why did I still wear the ring? I'm still not sure. Maybe it was a comfort thing. I knew Will would fight for me. It was about damn time.

My thoughts rushed back to reality when the bell rang. I removed my gloves and stared at the ring on my left finger. It was lifeless, and it was time to take it off. It slipped off easily and I opened up the side drawer then set it in there. Figuring out what to do with it could happen at another time.

I needed Will. It was as simple as that. I needed him and I wanted him. Damn Sue for being the one to make me finally realize this.

School couldn't end fast enough. Only an hour left and I could try to sort things out with Will.

When the final bell rang, I waited until the halls mostly cleared. It would be less suspicious if I called rather than walk right over to his office. My hands were shaking as I took my cell phone out of my purse and pressed the speed dial for will. Yes, he was on speed dial. The phone rang for what seemed like hours.

"Emma..?" He sounded exhausted.

"Will. I…" What was I planning on saying to him?

"Please, let me start. I'm sorry that happened. Sue took it to a completely different level. I never intended for you to be embarrassed whatsoever. I had way too much to drink, my phone was right there and…"

"Did you mean it?" His rambling was getting us nowhere.

"Mean what?" He sort of laughed.
"Or should I say which part? Uh let's see, the idea of you bring wine coolers and us getting crazy? The statement about your gloves? The part about…the bull?"

"All of it." I'm sure it was but I needed to hear it from him first.

"Well to be honest, I don't want to freak you out but yeah. I suppose it all was a bit true. I think you wearing gloves is a little strange, but adorable. I did think about you while riding the bull because I could only imagine what you would say about all the germs on the handle bar…and other things that aren't necessarily appropriate. As for us getting crazy….Em."

I let out a long breath I didn't even realize I had been holding in.

"I wanted things to go at your own pace. Yes I did think that everything between us even while I was married…even while you are added to the desire. But like I told you when you first got married, I'm happy for you and Carl is actually making you better. I would want nothing more."

"Will…there's something I have to tell you. Carl and I…aren't together. I love you." Silence. I silently cursed and looked at my phone daring it not to be a dropped call. It wasn't.

"Are you still there?" He had to be on the other line or else I would be heartbroken.

"I think we should talk about this. I mean, everything that happened today, plus what you're telling me now. It's a lot. Can we try to talk at my place sometime tonight?" He sounded disappointed, annoyed.

"Uh..sure Will. If that's what you want."

"Alright. Come by around 8."

Before I even had the chance to say bye, he hung up.

Oh please don't tell me that I made a huge mistake by keeping this from him.

In future chapters I would like to put more detailed adult scences but I'm not an expert on those... If anyone would be willing to help me it would be greatly appreciated! :)