Dear Joseph,
I'm not the emotional type; you of all people know that. But if I'm going to move on then this letter has to be written- whether you read it or not is entirely up to you. Congratulations on the wedding. I more than anybody want you to be happy. I'm sorry I couldn't attend but it was too much. Too soon. That could have been us once.
I've moved on. I have. You can choose to believe me or not. I'm pregnant. Don't laugh! Yes, me Jac Naylor pregnant. I couldn't believe it at first. As you quite rightly pointed out years ago I don't have a maternal bone in my body, but something ignited within me when I held Harry. Something I never knew existed until now.
Stay safe Joseph, for me. Maybe one day we can bring our families together and laugh about the past- reminisce about our younger days and be the friends we once were.
Jac