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Summary : Drabble, Nao's thoughts right after Shizuru defeated Julia and took her mother's life by doing that.
Insane
by
Amnesia Nymph
Slowly I fall to the ground. I've always been alone, doing things on my own. I never needed any help. I even managed to teach myself I needed to know about my powers. My powers as a HiME. My child, Julia... From the moment I 'met' her I knew I had finally found a companion. Someone who would never doubt me. Someone who could really understand me.
Atleast I thought that was the case. That was until Tokiha Mai and that cursed brother of hers came to our school. Ever since she arrived things had changed around here. Even the usually cold and loner Kuga Natsuki started to get more involved with people. Even I got to team up with them. I don't know why but somehow, for one moment I really felt like I finally belonged somewhere.
I was wrong. Before I even knew it Natsuki attacked me. She was blaming me for something that happened to Yukariko. I had nothing to do with this ofcourse but they didn't seem to believe me. They seemed to be convinced that I was guilty of some crime. After that I lost my faith in people again.
That wasn't everything I lost. No, I lost so much more than that. They took one of my eyes, they took away my pride but most of all they took away my sanity. You'd think that was enough right? You'd say that I really deserved my revenge. I thought so too. I was wrong again. This is where she came along, Fujino Shizuru. She took away the last thing I had left. She took Julia's life as well as my mother's.
''NO!'' I scream, staring up at the kyoto woman with a shocked and empty look on my face. I was waiting for her to disappear, I was waiting for myself to wake up. I just lost everything... This had to be a dream, no a nightmare. Unfortunately...I never woke up.