Please… mom!
By KawaiiKittens
This is just something I wrote about Kyo, and the way he feels about his mum and Tohru. It's pretty random but R&R to tell me what you think! Thanks guys 'n' gals!
I'm not a monster, I am just like you, please, mum don't look at me like that, I'm your son, I'm not a monster. I can almost remember the look of utter disgust and disappointment on your face when I was first born. People ran from the room, screaming… "The cat! The cat! He's the cat!" Little did I know that my grotesque figure would soon drive you to suicide.
I would then be along in the world, having a farther that disowns' me as his own son, he wants me locked away mom. But… I don't want to be locked away; please I can make something of my life now. I feel like there is a source for living, something now makes me get up every morning. The spark in my heart has no been lit and I am prepared to let it burn for the rest of my life. I thought that I would spend the rest of my life hidden away from the rest of the world in a cold, dark room, but now I know that there is something there for me, always ready to stand by my side… forever.
I wish you could meet her mom. Tohru Honda I mean. Every breath she takes my front of me makes my soul stronger, my goal to go on living feels like it gets closer to me with ever kind word that passes her lips.
I want to hold her but I don't know how to, I want to love her… but I don't know how to. I want to tell her how I feel so badly, but I am afraid I may be rejected once more. Each time I get close to unlocking the bolt that binds my heart, she looks at me with that same expression on her face and I am immediately silenced. Such kindness fills her eyes, such understanding, something no one has ever looked at me with. I am so glad that she is there for me… I just wish that I could do the same.
I want you to meet her mom; I have a feeling that she might understand you… like she did me.
Why do I still talk to you mom? Are you still with me? Don't leave me! PLEASE! Mom… mom, where have you gone…?