My first Folly J Fic. Just Came to me. Sorry for the really bad grammar and mispelling.
The Lateness of the Hour
I haven't been really positive on how I feel about you lately.
I see your smile and I smile. Because at the end of the day I do love you.
All I want is for your happiness. You tell me that you love me. Andthat we are like sisters.
But I can see in your eyes that you still have feelings for me.
I want to thank you, hug you, and love you. You are giving me , my life. Yes Dawn will be giving me her kidney, but it is all because of you.
I love you so much.
But I hate myself, because I want you to be happy. And right now you are content with being my best friend.
But at times I see it in your eyes. I see the way you look at me.
I saw how you stared at my body while I was trying on your dresses.
I hate myself, because at the end I can't give you what you want. I want to give you the world. But I can't love you in the way you want me to. And for some reason, I am not OK with that.