Hey guys :) So this is my first story I have ever written and I'm not sure how it turned out. I've read a lot of Degrassi fanfics (Forever Shipping Eclare!) and I decided to write one. Please tell me what you think. This will probably be a two-shot if you tell me to continue. Thanks.

Attention : I do not own Degrassi. Wish I did. There are a few quotes in here from Degrassi with (**) I just wanted to mention that.

Warnings : This chapter is in the Rated T I guess. If I write another chapter it will be M.

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Clare moaned quietly as Eli, who was on top of her, holding himself up, gently nipped at her neck. They had gotten this far before. Many times actually. But Eli always stopped himself before they went any farther, not wanting to pressure her.

Yes, he was a teenage boy, and he wanted to make love to her more than anything. But Eli respected Clare and the promise she made to herself many years before. So for now, he was stuck with the pleasure of his hand after leaving their intense makeout sessions.

However, Clare was feeling the same way. She was always so disappointed whenever Eli stopped them from continuing. She knew she loved Eli completely and she was sure she would be with him for the rest of her life. They had been together for a while - through the ups and the downs - and Clare knew she was ready for him to make love to her.

The only problem? Clare was scared out of her mind. Not about giving herself to Eli. She knew that was the right choice. She was simply nervous about actually doing it. He would be the only boy to see her naked thus far, and that thought made Clare become paranoid. She wasn't Julia. Nor will she ever be. She wanted it to be special for both of them.

Eli had no idea of Clare's wanting to give her virginity to him. He continued to kiss and suck the side of her neck, completely unaware of what was going through her head. She was ready to tell him what she wanted.

"Eli..?" Clare whispered.

He pulled away from her, leaned up, and looked down at her, "Yeah? What's so important that your making me stop making out with my girlfriend?" He smirked.

Clare half-smiled and looked around the his clean room, avoiding his gaze "Do you remember, a few month ago, when we had just started cleaning your room, you said something about how nice this room would be once it was ready? It is ready, isn't it? It looks really nice," she started to ramble, "Is that desk new, has it always been there? What about that doll on the back of that horse over there*? Have you changed your room around late-,"

Eli interrupted her and smirked, "Why are you rambling? What were you going to say?"

Clare took a deep breath, looked up at him, and said quietly, "You said 'once it's ready, and you are,**' meaning once I was ready to have sex with you. And, Eli, I am ready. I've thought about it"

Eli was shocked. He had wanted this for a while, but he had no idea what to say. " Clare, are you completely positive, no doubt in your mind that this is what you want? I don't want you to look back and think that you should have waited longer."

"I have no doubt that I want you to make love to me. This is a big decision, but this is what I want. I have thought about it for a long time. And I know that I won't have any regrets"

Eli smile a real smile, not his beautiful smirk, "What my blue-eyed angel wants, she gets." He leaned down to kiss her lips. Their lips moved together for a few second when Clare decided to deepen the kiss.

Eli pulled away and smirked, "I know you want all of my sexiness now, but I really want to make this perfect for both of us. I don't want our first time to be with my parents downstairs and your curfew in an hour."

"Fineee," She pouted, wanting him more than ever.

"How about Friday night? We can go out and then come back here and you can stay the night. My parents won't be home." Eli suggested hopefully.

Clare smiled up at him, "Sounds perfect. I'll tell my dad I'm at Alli's"

"Sneaky, Edwards. Losing your V-Card and youthful rebellion. Big night!**" Eli smirked.

Clare playfully rolled her eyes and kissed him. "I love you"

"I love you too. And I promise to make Friday a night you'll never forget," Eli said, knowing he would do the best he could to make that possible.

[{(\***Later That Night***/)}]

Eli's Point of View

"Adam, what if I screw it up for her? What if she hates it?" I practically yelled into my cell phone at my best friend.

"Dude, chill out. Clare will love it no matter what. She's probably just as nervous as you are, maybe more. Wait - maybe not. You're a mess," Adam said laughing.

I rolled my eyes. "This isn't funny. My first time with Julia was great, but this is different. I'm just so fucking nervous!"

"I know you are, but this will all work out fine. Clare loves you, and it will be great. Quick question. Remind me again of why you came to me with sex advice?"

"Shut up. But do you really think I'll be okay?" I asked, still paranoid.

"Yes. Calm the hell down. Clare is probably across town, freaking out, talking to Alli."

[{(***At Clare's***)}]

Clare's Point of View

"Alli, what if I mess something up? What if he hates it? What if he doesn't like how look?" I asked Alli through the phone as I paced my room.

"Clare, Eli loves you and he thinks you're gorgeous. I can tell by the way he looks at you. I wish I had someone like that. I know you're nervous but everything will be okay. You still have a few days to prepare." Alli told me somewhat calmly.

When I told her I was going to have sex with Eli, she literally squealed in my ear for three minutes.

"But Alli, I'm not his first," I whined

"Clarebear, that doesn't matter. He loves you for you. Nothing can change that. He is probably just as nervous as you are."

I sighed. We talked for a while longer about necessary precautions. Shaving. Lingerie. Condoms. It was awkward, since Alli has the power to make anything awkward.

I was nervous as hell for Friday, but I knew that I was making the right choice.

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End of chapter one :)

Please tell me what you think.

*- Am I the only one who noticed this in his room when he was makin out with Imogen (Not sure whether if I ship Imogeli or not in case you were wondering.)

**- Quote

Love,

Christina :D / xThoseBlueEyesx