Why didn't he tell Ichigo while he had the chance?
Afraid of being rejected?
Afraid to admit he had a heart?
A heart that would beat for one and only one person

Truly thought

What would happen…
If he admitted it now?
What he felt for his King

I can magically heal you

He mumbled it over and over again into the locks of orange hair
Holding the limp form slightly
No response.

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening

He couldn't save his King
Ichigo was far too lost..
Why..?
Horrible
He was just horrible
He couldn't even save his King!

Failing miserably to rescue

Hollows don't cry
He refused to cry
He could only stare at the person in his arms..
Not just any person
Ichigo Kurosaki
Everybody's savior
He labeled the boy as many things…
Naïve, like all humans
Stubborn as a dog
Hot-tempered as a bull
Innocent as a little child
…
Adorable like a kitten
Beautiful as a god
Hot as fire
Sexy with whipped cream
..
But the one thing he labeled the boy as now was…

Sleeping Beauty

His grip tightened around the boy
He bit his bottom lip
He leaned forward..

Truly thought I could make it right

Pressing his lips to deathly cold ones
Hoping for a reaction
Anything
Anything at all
A twitch, a groan, anything…

If I kissed you one more time

Nothing.
Why wouldn't he wake up?

But you're far too poisoned for me

Wake up!
Please..
King!
Ichigo…
Nothing worked

Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber

Maybe…He didn't love Ichigo enough
Yes, he admitted it
He loved his King!

That I could actually heal you..

Sure, he always acted as if he hated his King
But..
He was never sure around Ichigo
Ichigo, who was always a hero
Well, he wanted to be his hero now…

Sleeping Beauty

How did this all happen again?
Protecting him.
Why?!
He's so stupid!
Idiot!!!
Ichigo should have let him fight
Then..
He'd still be here

Poisoned and hopeless

He was cold already
Lifeless

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening

He held the limp form closely to his own
He whispered sweet nothings into death ears
Running a ghostly, white hand through messy, orange hair

Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you

Nothing worked
Cold and lifeless
The beating of his King's heart gone

Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening

And when his King's heart stopped beating, so did his..
There was no reason for his heart to beat anymore
There was no reason to live anymore
Nothing matter to him anymore
Except..
Hearing Ichigo's voice again
But that wasn't going to happen…

Poisoned and hopeless

The world started to evaporate
There was no reason for this world to live on anymore, right?
He wished..
He could have been as strong as his King
He wished he could have admitted his love, like his King did
Well, at least he would disappear side by side with his…

"Sleeping Beauty"

End

o-o...I killed Ichigo again..What.the.fuck?! DX Well, at least it wasn't a one sided again, I don't know..The song I used for this one was...'Sleeping Beauty' by A Perfect Circle I thought the 'Sexy with whipped cream' was funny...XD I'm stupid sometimes..o-0' This took a while to make 'cause I couldn't think...T T' I think it kinda sucks...Review for an opinion..I'll probably message ya...Oh! Before I forget...If ya leave a review, pick a song ya want for meh next song fic of Ichigo x Shirosaki...I'm in another slump now...x x Anyone can..The lyrics can't just repeat too often, 'cause its hard to work with then...Okay, I'm done rambling. Bye!