Because I can never be like him..popular, powerful, and driven..I know that I cannot have your love. As I watch you, with your dreams of the center of attention, all I can do is stay far behind, watching the clouds. I can imagine us, because like Father said, "even the meanest girl is sweet to the person she loves". I want that girl to be you, but I can never be him.
He is my object of affection because of you. I love you, but because I can never have you..I'd like to pretend that he can take your place..how I wish I could tell you that, as openly as I can say that I love him. Maybe because of these things, I shower him with my attention, to show you what you can have. It's you that I want, but I can never be like the clouds. I can't always be different, ever changing. Because loving me means accepting all of my bad points too, with my love comes yelling and cursing and nagging and competitiveness..the complete opposite of you.
As I watch you, in all of your confidence, and brilliance..I long for you. Because although you are a girl, you are not afraid to hit a boy with all you have. All the while, you wear that cheeky, flirtatious look.. I melt in your presence, but I think I'd better keep that to myself..if people talk, things could get troublesome. These days, the clouds aren't nearly as interesting anymore.
Although you are a coward.. no, a strategist..I admire you. I like that you are man enough to run and hide, and actually think with your head instead of writing me off as a dumb, blonde girl. You're brilliant, without being conceited. Though that is a bit annoying. It's usually so easy to use my -ahem- feminine wiles to manipulate the boys..but you, you're different. You're not interested in my looks, about your image, or even your rank. Such a change of pace from those losers that like to think that they're "courting" me..the weak, stupid, egotistical lot who would have me as arm candy, as the Kazekage's daughter.
/ The reasons I don't tell you don't change the fact that I do /