A/N: Hi der! This is another fic of mine. Which took me months and STILL I'm NOT finished. Sob I'm far too busy because of our finals. But I try my best to update as fast as I can. Hope you'll understand. -

I want to thank YojiKobayakawa. Hey der pal I've already update it!! Weeeeee. Also to eliza-natsuko. Hey der sis. It's been a long time ne? teehee-

a little note for all of yah. uhm.. The bold-italic ones are the memories (except on the prolouge!!) and tha italic ones are the thoughts. -

Hope you all enjoy this! Enjoy minna!

DISCLAIMER: i don't own prince of tennis, neither the characters... but i own the plot and OC's -

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Fate of love

Rated: T-M

Genre: angst, romance/tragic, drama.

Plot:

A angst,drama,romance and slice of tragic. The story about 2 lovers seperated by fate and met again by promise. About losing and gaining the love that was lost. Fuji died in an unknown sickness that leads him to death. Knowing the death of his beloved, Tezuka fell on despair and lost. As his life goes on his friends slowly let him moved on and continue his life, letting him to meet Yamada Shiori; daughter of his father's business partner (Yamada Keisuke) and be able to like her and had become his fiancee'.. 2 years later, Tezuka had finally moved on when suddenly; on the place where they left a promise bind them together in unexpected situation. Tezuka felt again the same feeling he felt for him; LOVE. But one thing was different, Fuji doesn't remember him anymore. ANd time was running out! Is there any chance that tezuka could bring Fuji's lost memories and promise now that time is running out? Or He'll just let him continue the life they had now and just buried those memories and their promise they made 4 years ago?

xXx Prologue xXx

"Shuu!!! Shuu!!"

"M-Mitsu…"

"Hold on shuu, were almost there. Please don't leave me." His auburn eyes filled with tears didn't leave those cerulean ones.

"Mitsu…" His, covered with dreary clouds; like the sky covered with rainy haze that slowly fills up all the blues. He gently lifted his head and cupped the face of the tall man holding his hand so tightly, with tears in his auburn orbs. Smiling, he softly whispered.

"Did you know... You're the most wonderful gift God had given me. Y-You're the happiest thing that ever happens in my life. Till forever, I'll keep you here in my heart…" He slowly pointed his finger on his chest, in his heart.

He; couldn't stop the tears that want to escape and flowed it out. As he, looked deeply at the blue pools.

"Don't talk as if you're saying goodbye. Please... Hold on... I don't want to lose you. You made a promise to me. Everything's gonna be alright. You said it to me. Don't break it! Or I won't forgive you"!" His hold tightened, trying to hold back his overwhelming feelings that wanted to burst. His eyes flamed like a blue fire, anger with deep sadness.

He gently pulled the tall man holding his hand and claimed his lips tenderly. The tall man enclosed him in a firm embrace, deepening the kiss. For the last time, He wanted to feel his warmth, the softness… the sweetness. So deep, that He didn't want to let go anymore. How he wish they could stay like this forever. But the kiss and the hold slowly loosen as he finally said the last words so softly.

"I'll love you till the end… mitsu."

In a split second, by the flash of light, He fell to his eternal slumber.

"s-shuu? Noo.. Noooo!! SHUU!!!!!"

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"DOCTOR!! Is there anything to save him? Anything?! Blood? Body organs what!?" Tezuka panicked. But he got a head shook from the doctor.

"I'm very sorry tezuka-kun. But there's nothing we could do.

xXx..Chapter 1: Deep Melancholyx..Xx

-Heavenly Memorial Garden-

The memorial was sure a garden for peace. But with the sky, dim and gloomy; the ambiance of the place changed. Together with what's inside a man's heart; Anguish, twinge, agonizing melancholy and a broken heart. On the tent full of blue and white roses, everyone listened to the priest as they hold their roses with a plastered sorrow in their faces.

"We all know that our lives we live now are not ours. God had only let us borrow and fulfill its needs and dreams until the time comes He had to take it back again. And when that time comes, It's not us who could decide whether to survive or not. It's our willingness and passion to continue living. But there were times, that either our passion or willingness cannot do anything when fate comes in line. When fate comes, there's no turning back. No time to lose. To all the friends and relatives of Fuji Syuusuke, you all know his fate and he had nothing to do but to accept and fulfill all his remaining dreams before the time comes. Like all of you, you had to accept what happened. Even though, losing someone dear to your heart is sure is difficult to overcome. We had to because they hoping for us to live our lives too and continue on what we have. They're just watching us up to the kingdom of god. They might be become our guardian angel that will guide us forever."

The priest continued but Tezuka's mind was hovering somewhere. He was staring at the big tree beside the grave and saw a man standing, smiling at him. Tezuka auburn orbs widened in surprise as he stood.

"shuusuke!" He called at the middle of the ceremony. Everyone looked at him in anxiety and shock.

The man from the tree slowly vanished to the thin air. It was only an illusion… a hallucination. Tezuka sat again in misery as yumiko patted his shoulder.

"Tezuka-kun…" Yumiko whispered in pain. Everyone stared at him. They could feel his sorrow; his aching heart.

The ceremony ended but still, Tezuka had no reaction at all. He didn't even cry. He didn't want to or just couldn't. But to see what's within him, there were tears form his heart that never reaches his eyes. Yet, He could hear his heart breaking into fragments that scattered all over the place. How could he endure this? This eternal pain.

They already said their last goodbyes and threw their white roses before the white box slowly brought down to its resting place. Everyone cried as they gave their goodbyes but Tezuka, the last one to throw the rose, acted nothing. He went closely at the coffin with his face still emotionless. But his eyes explain everything he endures, everything he suffers.

Shuu, how could you break your promise and left me here alone. I always believed that our love was strong enough to fight this fate. Just as long we both hold on. But you let go and let the fate took you. How can I move on now? How can I live my life… without you…? How?

Tezuka finally threw the rose with the ache he felt and let it fell form the depths of despair. One by one, everyone left; but Tezuka remained there, standing still. The react that was left and yumiko approached him. Oishi tapped his shoulder but tezuka didn't react. Everyone looked at each other.

"Tezuka… aren't you going with us?" oishi gently asked. Tezuka didn't reply, He remained still as he was.

"Tezuka-" Eiji was cut off and had been stopped by yumiko as she shook her head.

"Let him be alone" Yumiko remarked. The understood what yumiko meant and nodded. "Just don't forget to take some rest Tezuka-kun. Your really need it."

She added before she walked out and left with yuuta, looking painfully at him. Everyone followed, giving their small goodbyes and pats at Tezuka.

Atobe placed his hand on Tezuka's shoulder. "Take care of yourself Tezuka-kun." He said then left, Leaving Tezuka standing there; cold and lost as the voice from his memories echoes through the solemn place.

"Doctor minoru! Is there anything left to save him? I'll donate anything!!! Anything! Just tell me!! Please…" Tezuka almost knelt in front of the white man, pleading and begging for his lover's life. "I don't wanna lose him! Not like this!!" But the Doctor shook his head for an answer.

"I'm really sorry… Tezuka-san.." with a low, sad voice; the doctor answered. "But there's no other way…"

Tezuka eyes widened with fear and mixed feelings. "No, there's a way."

"We already tried Tezuka-san. Even you… We just have to accept what is already done."

Tezuka sat weakly. He felt his knees was shaking, trembling with lost of power. He felt nothing. He didn't know what he would feel. Could it be sadness, anger, regret, fear? It was none of these. It was something unexplainable but this feeling was tearing and ripping his whole heart out. It was more than losing a life… it was less than gaining a life.

One by one, Rain slowly poured down from heaven. Washing and letting those veiled tears fell form his russet orbs silently… like the rain. Slowly, silently dropping one by one until, he finally broke down in despair and fell on his shaking knees. Kneeling in front of his name, he let it out. He let his pain be heard. He let the sky watched his deep misery. He let them saw those broken pieces of him scattered around. He cried, He cried out loud. It's the first time, he never cried like this. Crying like there's no tomorrow, like there's no chance… not even one. The atmosphere mixed with his feelings, pain and his deep sadness; grief and sorrow. He felt lost in the mouth of loneliness, trapped in the parapet of pain. He has nowhere to go, nowhere to run. He could hear his world crumbling down. Shaking and breaking into particles like bombing a planet in the cosmos… still floating around with full of questions in his mind.

How could he live his life now? Now that half of his life was ripped from his soul. How can he survive the cold night? Now that the only fire that kept him warmth had fade. How can he go on if there's nothing to live for? How could he forget if those sweet memories of him still linger beyond his heart and soul?

"Mitsu…" the velvet voice softly whispered as he was enclosed in a warm embrace. "This is the most wonderful thing that ever happened in my life."

Tezuka looked at him with slight apprehension. "What are you saying?"

Fuji let out a silent laugh. "Don't misunderstand what I'm saying mitsu. I just want you to know how happy I am to meet you, to have you, and to be loved by you. I feel so blessed. That's why I'm so happy, very much."

Those words melted Tezuka's heart. He was the one who should fell that blessed, for having him. Because of him, everything turned out so beautiful and wonderful than he could ever imagine. His neutral world becomes full of colors than he expected. Tezuka tightened his hold on him and pulled him closer.

"I understand. Coz even I have that same feeling too. I'm so blessed to have you in my life shuu." He whispered in his ear with overwhelming feelings arousing in him.

Fuji eye's widened as he turned his head on Tezuka. "Mitsu…" He almost murmured his name lovingly as he stared at those lustrous auburns.

Tezuka stared back at his gleaming sapphires. Gleaming like the sea reflected by the moonlight in the dark night as he gently said the words of love.

"I love you shuu… we will be together forever… I promise."

Fuji smiled in his sweetest. He could feel his heart blowing up with such love that kept on touching his heart. He could see how devoted he was to him… How much he is important to him.

"I will never leave you and be always with you. I promise too. Coz I love you mitsu." His eyes glowed even more as he said those so sweetly.

Tezuka smiled back as he slowly bent down on Fui's and claimed his lips, those soft tasty lips passionately. Fuji closed his eyes and felt his warmth, seeking through the cold night. He would not forget this… won't ever regret.

I will love you till the end mitsu….

Tezuka continued to grief as the back rain continue to pour down from the heavy clouds; Like the Heavy tears his heart shed. He wanted to die, together with him. His only life was him; His dreams, His heart… his soul. Now, all of that was gone, he already felt dead; lifeless than a stone. How can I live now? Shuu..

"SHUUUU!!!"

He shouted out, letting the heavens hear his misery, making him hear his deep sorrow; his broken heart… his missing life.

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"Mitsu…" The honey-haired boy softly asked inside his lover's arms at the middle of the night. "Everything would be okay ne?"

His hazel eyes looked at the small boy in his embrace, looking so worried. He cupped his face and raised it as he said. "Don't worry too much. Everything will be okay. As long as we are together, nothing and no one… could ever break as apart. I promise." He planted a kiss on his forehead.

Fuji suddenly clinched on to Tezuka and claimed his lips so passionately, uncovering the blankets on him and exposing half of his naked body in the glow of the night.

"I don't want us to be apart! I don't want to live alone! Not without you!"

Tezuka gently smiled as he mussed Fuji's hair and gave him a little 'chu' on his forehead, down to his rosy lips. "You won't be. I'm not going to leave you. I will always be here by your side. Because… I love you and I will rest my life living with you."

"kunimitsu…" melted by those words, he laid on Tezuka's masculine chest and feel its velvetiness as he tenderly murmured. "I love you so much mitsu…"

xXx...xXx

shuu…

The morning came and the sun shone brightly but hazy after the heavy rain last night. It left many dewdrops everywhere; on the trees, leaves, grounds and also on the face of a weeping heart. Beside the grave, a man was sleeping. It was Tezuka. He must have been fallen asleep. He was drenched and his aura looked so pale like the white lilies on lying on the sepulcher.

Suddenly, a shadow appeared in front of him. It seems to have it carries a flower bouquet and it was looking at him.

"Hmm, what is he doing here?"

xXx...xXx

mitsu.. mitsu…

"s-huu?" He murmured as he slowly opened his eyes. It was just a dream. Just as he noticed that he was in someone's place. He wasn't in the memorial yet, it wasn't their house or his apartment. He looked at his clothes. It was dry, yet the pants still felt a little wet. Tezuka got up gently and a towel fell from his face. The towel was still hot. He thought that someone might have seen him at the memorial and brought him here.

"Woke up already?" suddenly, a voice echoed from the kitchen.

Tezuka looked where the voice came from and glared. "Who are you?

A/N: chapter 2 will be err.. uhm.. SOON. -" but please keep on reading! I'll try my best to update as fast as i can. Many thanks for all of you! please R&R arigatou gozaimasu!