Hey Everyone how are you all doing, I have a new story Idea and I would love to know what you think its just a little a bit so far

The Things we Fear Most.

Some days we go to sleep thinking one thing, and we wake up thinking another. for whatever reason it could be we had a dream and it seemed so real it changed our actual reality of what we know and what we think we know. Its funny how one thing in life can be etched in our heart and memory forever. I guess thats why their are somethings we can forgive, and somethings we just can't.

"I guess thats why 5 years ago I took off to another place, to escape all the bad but mostly the good memories. It just hurt so much to see people I care deeply for easily two of my favorite people in the whole entire world. Betray me again, it hurt to be so conflicted everytime I would have a good memory it would just be erased by a bad one. So I needed to get away. So I left."

"Hmm, that sounds interesting".

The lady sitting adjacent, with her thick rimmed glasses. Knee length black dress, pearl necklace wrapped so tightly around her neck it looked like it might just choke her to actually care, and say a response with actual sincerity, instead of dragging this on for another hour and get paid triple by my company.

I looked over at her " Look lady I dont even want to be here right now, so why dont you save us both the trouble and just sign this little paper here, to tell my mother who just so happens to own my company that im not crazy."

"Look sweetheart you might not want to be here, but your here and you obviously have issues if you gave the company for your mother to run or over see. Im sorry if I dont seem interested." She paused for a moment took a quick sip of water as if she has said this 1000 times over.

"Its hard to act sincere when your not even being sincere yourself. Also I have bigger patients to see with much bigger problems. I just squeezed you in as a favor to Victoria. She said she wanted no one but the best for you, as you are her daughter. I am the best. When you are ready to talk i am going to listen and give you my expert advice. So If thats all miss. Davis you have a nice life."

Brooke looked astounded " Im sorry, you know I just dont feel I need to be here" Brooke glanced down at the ladys name tag.

"Tegan, I didn't mean to be a bich about it. Really, but im not crazy im a perfectly normal person who wants more out of life which is why I came back to tree hill. I just wanted to escape the pressures.

"Well Miss. Davis may I call you Brooke" Tegan asked, Brooke nodded in apprehensive approval.

" In my books you always seem to be running you never deal with your problems, your never happy. Even when your happy, your never truly happy so yes maybe you dont need to be here but what will it hurt. Why dont you find out not only what your running from but what your trying to run too. Maybe Find that happiness you have been yearning for all your life.

Tegan asked Brooke for the paper to sign, She did as Brooke asked " Here, your not crazy. you don't need to be here. So as I said have a great life Brooke.

Brooke straightened out her skirt, as she switched her crossed legs and tapped in her foot in deep thought she flicked her hair and swallowed the lump in her throat that was beginning to make its self known. Her words came out strong after all she is Brooke Penelope Davis and Daughter of Bitchtoria.

"Thank you for your time, Have a great day." Brooke shook her hand and left.

Brooke walked out to her car got inside and broke down that is why she left. She was loosing her self to Victoria everyday she was loosing a piece of herself with every new account she made, new deal she signed. Endorsements. She was turning into someone she didn't like. She didn't really give a rats $$ and she liked it that way.
No ties and no heartache. Thats why she left New York to get away, from the mother from hell. The one that cares more about a Dollar sign and her image than her own daughter.

Brooke took a deep breath and went to see the man that can always put a smile on her face. She walked through the door and the first thing she saw was Jamie.

"Hey their Jimmy Jam, what are you doing?" Brooke smiled from ear to ear this is what she wanted most love a family, the white picket fence. She was going to get it.

Hey please let me know if you think I should continue..

lots of love,
oxoxoxox Amanda