"Hey maya" where the first words i heard as i woke up . "Oh sorry i didn't mean to wake you, i can ask another time...". She stated as she looked at me hopping i would let her speak "oh no ,u can ask me right now its really no bother"i stated."well i wanted to ask you something quite surprising , but umm i guess i should at least try. So umm , its not you but, can we switch dorms . Its just that me and Patrick have really started to like each other and-" her words were cut off by me "Listen its fine you can let him move in ill move out who's his roomie?" . I could see her face light up with joy as she heard those words. " His name is josh Mathews and he seems nice. I think you two could get along quite well." I jumped when i heard his name memories start flowing back , memories i haven't thought of in years. I haven't seen him since Christmas a couple years back after our pact. He probably has forgotten about the silly little schoolgirl who fell for him . Hopefully he did so things wouldn't be awkward. Hopefully she could make new memories with josh . Memories that aren't her jumping on top of him , or memories of her obsessing over him , a fresh new start. Me and Riley were still very close. We couldn't meet up as often as she was hours away i still missed her tho. She got accepted to a college in another state so it was hard for both of us when it was time to say goodbye. I was still really close to the Matthews. They always invited me over and i would care for Auggie when he was left alone. Josh never visited the Mathews for the holidays so i never really got to see him. Now that i'm older and i have dated (the less of) i can kinda see why i obsessed over a guy that i couldn't have. I see that he was an amazing person and he had helped me with my demons i guess i can see now why i loved him so much. Even tho it doesn't matter now hes moved on and i should move on to i tho a part of me didn't want to...