A/N: This is my first Yoai fan fic ever! (Don't like, DON'T READ IT!)

It takes place when they're in the new headquarters and Light's forgotten about the Death Note and when their hand cuffed together *wink wink* ;D ;D

It's very adorable but also a little sexual (Hence the fact that its rated M)

(I don't own Death Note either!)

Read!

L sat in his usual position his chair, chewing his thumbnail, staring at Light as he worked on the computer. The handcuff jingled, as Light's hand moved to type or use the mouse, hitting L's wrist gently. They were the only two left today as everyone else either left or went to their floors to sleep.

L didn't really need much sleep and Light really had no choice. As long as L was working, so was he. And yet, L didn't work. He was trying to figure Light out. Was he really Kira? Before he took the subject lightly but now whenever L brought it up Light got very defensive. Was it because he used to be Kira and the power was passed on and now he wasn't or vise versa?

L bite his thumbnail harder, getting annoyed. He was so confused. Light was the only friend he ever really had but he knew Light had to be Kira. He just had to! All the clues were there. L knew it but for some reason now, Light is not a suspect.

When Light was locked up, the killings stopped, for a week. Once they started again Light acted very strange. Light got very defensive when called Kira and wanted nothing more to catch him.

L slightly narrowed his eyes at Light as Light rested his face in his hand clicked on links with the other. L noticed how bored Light looked. Maybe they should take the night off. L could feel his eyes getting heavy as he stared at Light. But his eyes must have not noticed the movement and his ears didn't pick up the sound of the handcuff chain moving.

"Ryuzaki?" Light said. L snapped out of his trance, "Oh yes? And by the way you can just call me L."

Light had a confused look. Why the sudden change with what name I can call him? Light thought. Then he remembered L was expecting an answer from him, "Oh well um…You were staring at me…" Light said.

"Oh was I? Well I just thought we could take the night off. I haven't slept in a day or two I need the sleep."

"But I thought you were sleeping every night. You even say, 'I'm going to sleep now' but you're not…?'" Light asked, confused.

L's eyes widened slightly but went back to normal size. L was very good at hiding his emotions which came in handy right now. He didn't want Light to know he had been watching him sleep almost every night he stayed awake. He didn't want him know he couldn't resist looking at him any chance he could get.

"Shall we turn in then?" L asked, changing the subject. Light looked at L's wide black eyes skeptically but finally said, "Sure."

They both turned off the computers and headed up to their room, handcuff chains clanging against the floor were the only sounds they heard. As they made it up the room they both went in opposite directions the hand cuffs pulling them backwards. They both fell backwards, running into each other, falling on the floor sitting.

At the same time they placed their hand cuffed hands down, Lights rested on top of L's as if he was doing it in a loving way. Light knew if it were anyone else, even Misa, he's pull his hand away quickly but something made him hesitate. His hand felt like a million pounds on L's.

L blushed a very light pink they no one would ever notice. They both weren't sure why, but neither of them wanted to pull their hands away. L liked how warm Light's hands were. L couldn't help himself but he said, "You know, no one's every loved me before and I have never loved. Have you, Light? What is it like?"

L wanted to slap himself for saying that. L knew he felt something for Light but this was too obvious! Feeling the touch of his hand, staring at him, watching him in his sleep. All of these things were now clear to Light and L asks what love is like. It was obvious now. And yet L was surprised to hear Light begin to speak, his hand still resting on L's.

"Well, L, love is when you feel an uncontrollable desire for someone where you just want to be with them and love them. Love them as in kissing, getting…intimate…and little things like cuddling and uh…holding hands." Light couldn't help but let his cheeks turn to a deep shade of red.

"Do have that feeling for anyone, Light?" L was very careful to control the desire in his voice. He wanted to make sure Light didn't love anyone else.

Light on the other hand did seem to have these feelings for L. But he wasn't going to admit that!

Both being masters at control emotions and composing themselves Light did so and laughed and said, "Oh no, L. I haven't met the right kind of girl for love yet."

L's heart sank but he made it seem like he was interested in something else by saying, "What about Misa? She seems to love you." L said coolly. Light's hand twitched on L's, What about you? Don't I love you? Light wanted to say. But where were these thoughts coming from? Light just laughed and smoothly said, "Misa? No I already told you its completely one-sided. Though I don't want to crush her emotions so I just mostly go along with it."

L felt better after that but completely one-sided…was L's attraction to Light one-sided too? All questions L wanted answers for. L was the greatest detective to live but he couldn't solve this particular case. When you get right down to it, love is the hardest thing to solve. Even more difficult than catching Kira.

"I see." L simply said, turning to look at Light. Their hands still resting upon each other. Light found himself in a staring contest with L. He slightly glared at him. Light was feeling the urge just to move closer to L and do something…risky…

L on the other hand kept his hand captured by Light's and moved to his normal sitting position, his black eyes fixed on Light's brown ones. They stared at each other until Light's eyes stung and he finally blinked, several times. L smiled a little, still not blinking.

"How do you do that?" Light asked, eyes watering.

"Well when I have something good to look at I don't blink as I like to take everything in-" L cut himself off, covering his mouth with his free had and eyes getting even wider. He was blinking now!

Light's eyes widened. He couldn't believe what he just heard! This older man was attracted to him? The attraction wasn't that shocking but a man was? L was…L was…gay? Well L did say he had never loved so he wouldn't be able to know but Light…Light was a ladies man! He was the perfect, pure teen, and defiantly NOT gay…Not gay…Not gay. Light kept telling himself.

He was not gay…but maybe Bi. No don't think like that! You're a straight, top student and an amazing detective. You can't get yourself into relations with another man. Light tried to convince himself he wasn't gay or bi but then he realized he wasn't! He didn't like other men…just L. So it didn't count right?

Light couldn't stand this thinking anymore! He was trying to manage his thoughts but his hormones started ranging and he found himself drawn to L.

L still had his mouth covered, shocked at what he just said. He didn't even know what to think! He just admitted his attraction to Light and now…if Light were Kira…he was number one on his hit list (he probably was to begin with).

But Light didn't think this, right now, L would be the last person on the entire planet he'd want to kill. But Light couldn't even think about Kira or killing (he couldn't even remember anything with the Death Note) all's Light could think was move your hand away from your mouth! Light wanted to tell L that he thought L was attractive. That he liked- no wait, possibly loved him And that he was down right adorable to him, but he'd rather show him than tell him.

Normally Light would talk things out but with his hormones raging he just couldn't take it anymore.

Light stared intently into L's black eyes until L finally lowered his hand, feeling that he could know control what he was going to say. Light moved his hand off of L's and yanked the hand cuff chain, forcing L to fly forward, laying on top of Light.

Light looked up into L's shocked eyes. He smiled and put his arms around L and pulled him closer as their lips met. Light sat up, causing L to rap his legs around Light. Their hand cuffs jingled as they moved their hands around on each other.

Their lips parted as the kiss got more intense. L's mind raced. He had never been kissed like this before. He had been kissed on the cheek by Misa but this was no where near as good as this. It was so intense and …enjoyable. And what better person to share it with than Light?

But Light had done this before with many other girls but he had never wanted to kiss someone so badly. The kiss was very special to both of them in different way.

Finally they broke apart, gasping for air. Light smiled at L as L blushed a dark pink and his eyes were wider than ever. L lightly touched his lips. They were very warm and wet. Light blushed a light red and turned his head to the side, looking down at the handcuffs. All because of these…Light's thoughts trailed off as he felt a cold hand upon his face. I made him turn his head to look at L.

L slowly pulled Light closer, not sure how to do this. He felt like a child, younger than Light, because he didn't know how to do this. All these years he knew he was missing out. He thought solving a case was a rush…sharing a kiss with a person he loves was ten times better than that.

As he pulled Light closer, his mind froze, he panicked and just yanked Light forward their lips crushing against each other. L placed both hands on Light's face moving forward on Light's lap wrapping his legs tighter around Light.

Hormones raging, Light helped L get closer by pulled his legs closer to him as they kissed. The hand cuffs jingled incisively as their hands moved. Finally L could take it anymore. He pulled away and got a silver key from his pocket.

"I'm sure I can trust you will stay with me at all times, correct?" L said, unlocking the hand cuff on Light's wrist. Light nodded eagerly as the hand cuff fell from his wrist, exposing the red mark formed around his wrist. He ignored the soreness as L unlocked his. Finally the annoying hand cuffs fell to the floor and L was about to back to kissing Light but Light pick him up while L clung to his body and they moved to the bed.

Light fell backwards on the comfy bed and L lay over the top of him.

"No one can ever know about this. Not any of the people on this case not anyone off this case; no one." Light said.

"Well of course. It will only cause greater trouble for the both of us." Even though L was in love with this teen that lay underneath him, he still talked in his normal voice.

Light felt as he had no other worries. The thought of this case never crossed their minds. Light had just mentioned people on a case but he never thought of what case he was talking about. The thought of L himself clouded his mind. He knew what he'd do.

Light turned them over, causing L to be on his back and Light was over top of him. Light lower himself and met L's lips once again in a heated kiss. Light traced his lower lip with his tongue and L's heart raced. Was there tongue kissing too?

No one had ever really explained this to him. He always would just say, "Oh no I don't need to know that. I'm going to be a detective." But he wish he hadn't! Kissing was such an enjoyable experience! In high school, everyone stayed away from him because of how weird he was, the way he sat, how he wore the same clothes; a white Tee-shirt and blue pants. That's why Light was so special to him. He was a true friend and now a lover?

But L's thoughts were cut off when he felt something slip down his pants. L noticed that he had an erection but he never imagined that that's where Light's hand was heading to.

L felt Light smiled as his tongue made an entrance in his mouth and as he lightly massaged L's lower part. Their tongues fought for dominance as L got the feel for what this was all like. Then Light gently squeezed him. L's breath caught and he pulled away, shying away from Light.

Light smirked and moved his hand in a up and down motion. L let a moan and clenched the bed sheets. Light's smiled grew into a grin. L looked like he couldn't handle this but he knew the both of them were enjoying this.

Light's hand moved faster and L cringed, "L-Light. Ah-…Ah!" L could hardly talk. He wasn't speechless the words just wouldn't come out.

"It's all right, L." Light said, leaned down close, kissing L on his neck, his hand still moving up and down. Light nipped at L's ear lobe and L moaned again.

L had never experienced this kind of pleasure so he just tried to go along with but he wasn't sure how to react. He liked the way it felt but was he supposed to do something? Or just sit back? He made more grunting sounds as he tried to make words but he just couldn't. Light couldn't enjoy this anymore.

Light felt very dominate in this situation and he thought it was adorable that L was like the younger one. L was pointing his feet in, pulling at his toes and curling them from the pleasure. He clenched the bed sheets and moaned and started to say Light's name again and again.

This brought Light on and his hand moved even faster, building up the climax. Finally L clutched the bed sheets as hard as he could, gasped, and screamed, "Ah! Light!" Then his whole life had been building up to the moment and…silence. No movement until Light slowly removed his hand from inside his pants. He licked his fingers and smirked, "Mhm." Light hummed.

Light fell to the right of L on the bed. They both lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. L turned on his side to look at Light as Light did the same.

Without saying anything Light got up and changed into pajama bottoms and kept his shirt off and got under the covers. L looked at him from the foot of the bed as Light patted the open space next to him.

L crawled into the space and, though it was childish and probably not the thing to do after what just happened, he snuggled up against Light's bare chest and inhaled his scent.

Light put his arm around L and closed his eyes.

"Light?" L asked innocently.

"Yeah?" Yeah Light said, looking down into L's empty black eyes that were now full of lust and love.

"I think I'm in love with you." L said, staring at him, being completely serious. Light smiled, "Me too." as he lowered himself and kissed L again.

A/N: ^-^ Yes, this was my first Yoai fan fic and don't be surprised that L doesn't know anything...it makes sense that he doesn't...if Light was the only true friend L had i'm sure he never had girlfriend...

anyways Like it? Love it? Hate it? Let me know!

and give me any other Yoai ideas for Death Note or something like Avatar!

~Hannah~