Something i wrote for my class essay, only a little changes made...
Like i said, this is definitely not a happy story... you still have the chance to hit the 'back' button!
Hope you will like it..
Michiru, it's raining again…
Here I am, standing behind these fragile windows, bringing the memories of us back into my mind. It was like just yesterday, we were talking about anything and a moment later, you just disappear from the picture. Every time I look at the violin case in the music room, tears would rise to the surface of my eyes; every time I walk into the room, could still hear your giggles…
I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye. Why? Why did you run across the streets without looking? I miss your laughter; I miss your smile but most of all, I miss you… I was once a self-centered person. I didn't know why but you were the only one who could get me, the only one who truly understood me. I, Tennou Haruka never, and I mean never let anyone got near to me, at least not my soul. Only you, Michiru… Only you…
I miss you, Michi… Every night, I cry myself to sleep. I blame myself for not saving you. I was right there; right in front of you and yet, I could do nothing but stare…
I frown, taking a sip of my coffee as the rain kept falling down hard onto the ground. Whenever I close my eyes, your angelic look will pop into my mind automatically. Till this day, I could still hear my own voice ringing in my head, yelling to you. You lost your life, trying to save a kitten's. Even at the very last breathe, you still had that satisfied look on your face; you still had that wide smile.
"Michi! The car!"
The umbrella you were holding in your hand slipped as you tried to save the kitten. All I heard was the crashing sounds and the horning.
SCREECH!! BANG!
I saw you fell backwards; you protected the kitten with every part of your body.
Time stopped for me.
"It can't be…"
I wanted so badly to save you but it was all too late… I'm sorry, Michi… I'm so so so sorry…
"No, MICHI!"
I rushed under the pouring rain towards you. I held your lifeless body in my arms. You were covered in fresh blood. You smiled as you let go of the kitten. You smiled that very smile of yours; the smile of Kaiou Michiru…
"Yokatta…"
That was the last word I heard from you. I saw you go with my very own eyes. Did I do anything wrong to deserve this heavy punishment?! Why is faith playing me like that? I cried. You know I never cry, even if I cry it would be tears of joy. But none the less, I did cry… And this time, the tears were real, they were tears of sadness. You were the only one who could make me smile; make me laugh whole-heartedly; make me blush and make me cry. You were the most precious jewel to me, why must you go?
I love you, Michiru... I really do… But you'll never get to hear it from me. I didn't have the courage to tell you; I was afraid of losing you. You were more than a friend to me from the start. You could say it was love at first sight. Do you remember? It was raining at that time too… You were rushing to your so-called rehearsal and slipped on the slippery ground, losing your grip around your violin case. I thought it was someone who threw the case at me but when I saw you, I couldn't help but to chuckle. And to get a smile form me is hard enough. You didn't have to use make up, memories jokes to make me smile. I'm happy whenever you're around; whenever I know that you're smiling too because of me.
It seems that the rain brought us together and pulled us apart, ne?
"Ruka, sometimes things doesn't go as we wish…"
Michiru, how true you were… I j just wish I could travel back in time to save you. I wish all this wouldn't have happened. I wish you were here right now… Even if it's for me to say one last 'goodbye'.
You will always be in my heart, Michiru… Always…