There's a Light

Jay Malinowski & Violet Georgia

Author's Note:
So, this is my first story, and its about Jay Malinowski(from Bedouin Soundclash) and my Original Character. It's not set at a certain time or date, nor does it follow a distinct time line. I'm flying off the seat of my pants here, and I hope you enjoy it. I dont really know how far I'll take it. It all depends on my reviews I guess!

Disclaimer;
Obviously I do not own Jay Malinowski or Bedouin Soundclash. I dont have any ties. I'm just using him for my story.

Chapter One.

"After you left…"
She sighs, clears her throat and tries again, "After you left, I ugh, I felt like I didn't have any other options." She looks away, she didn't have a choice. She had nothing left. She wipes her eyes.

"You had other options, I would have been there if you had told me. Why didn't you just tell me?" His voice catches, his breathing hitched. "I'm sorry that I left you, I…I got scared." He's ashamed, He can't meet her eyes.

She pauses, don't get angry, don't be hurt, don't think about it. She prays for patience, for forgiveness. She prays to forget. "You got scared? Jay, you left me when I needed you most, when we needed you most." She can't help it, her hand travels to her stomach. Her vision blurs, her mind is screaming at her to forget, but she can't.
Her eyes close, its just her body protecting itself the only way it knows how.

She starts to fall, he catches her. "I wont leave you again, I'm here, baby, I'm here. I promise" He slips to the floor, holding her, cradling her. Catching glimpses of her ravaged wrists, he breaks. He pulls her closer, whispering to comfort her as much as himself.