Dear Diary

I wonder if it's too short O_O do tell me what do you think. Btw, I hope you enjoy ^^

Manuscript: haruh

Editor: Muffin19

Chapter 1: 12th January 2008

Dear Diary,

I'm Suoh Tamaki. Sometimes, I wonder why God created me for. Right now, I'm feeling forlorn. My life is a total mess. Why the society can't accept me for who I am? I've tried everything I could to fit in myself with them but in the end I was humiliated and insulted. Do I really deserve this kind of life? I'm living in a place which is not secure enough for me to call as a house. The roof is leaking and whenever it rains, coldness is the only feeling I know. What have I done that makes the God hated me so much?=( I didn't ask to born in this type of life. Maybe my previous life is full of sins.

Is it a crime if I asked for a comfortable life? I didn't ask for a luxurious life. The only thing I ever wanted is just-

"Tamaki-sama! It's dinner time," the maid's voice distracted him.

Tamaki grunted and stopped writing immediately. In return, he replied, "I'll be there in a minute!"

"We had caviar tonight!" the maid shouted from downstairs.

Tamaki huffed. "Okay,"

He shifted his gaze at his diary and decided to finish up his writing.

Okay, that was my maid. Everything I wrote just now was completely a lie. My life is perfect. I had a big mansion to live in. I eat caviar almost everyday. Of course, I had a very luxurious life but something's actually missing in my life. But, I can't figure it out.. Oh well, as if I care. I'll get over it in a minute. What else is there for me? I had everything I want and more than a teenager ever want. It's like a dream life to most of the teenagers out there.

He paused for a while.

I have a best friend. His name is Ootori Kyoya. He's really cool! ^_^ We attend the same school and even the same class! =D But school seems boring. I want to organize a club which full of entertainment and smiles. But who will I entertain? Girls perhaps?

"Tamaki-sama! Your dinner is getting cold. Come on down!" the maid called again.

"I had something to do. I'll come down in a short while," he replied.

Heh, my maid again. Now, where was I? Oh yeah! What type of club should I organize? A girly type of club maybe? Nahh…not my cup of tea. What does girl's crazy over for besides than shopping? Doll? Wait, that's little girl interest! x(

He had a deep thought. After a while, a smile came across his lips. He had something awesome in his mind.

Finally! I figured it out! Of course, girls would go crazy if they talked about boys, I mean the prince type. Then, I guess a Host Club would be doing just fine. I can be the president! Yayy!! xD The only thing now is to find the members. Now, I better jot down the main characteristic of the members before I forget.

Has an attractive point

Girls are easily charmed by them

Haha! =D At last! Great! I'll just call Kyoya after dinner then! I hope he'll accept my idea! Well, got to go now before the maid called out again. -_-"

"Tama-,"

"I'm coming down!" Tamaki said as he rushed downstairs. "Thank God I didn't stumbled down the stairs," Tamaki said sarcastically to the maid.

-TO BE CONTINUED-