Changing me
Reprogramming
My history
Forget my past
And what I am
Just live now
Don't go back
Don't want to find out
What I could've had
I only want to know
What I can
Do now
How I can
Help out
No more knives
No more pain
I want to feel
But don't want to blame
Any one
I just want to become
Better
At one point
I thought I was level
But then I hit bottom
And get thrown a shovel
I couldn't move down
With out going back
Can't retrace my steps
With out a track
But there were no more roads
No more ways
I could go
Only thing I could do
Was some how
Just get through
The only
Challenge
That I knew

Changing Me