I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Loki was tired of just living. she knew it was childish. L's been gone for some time. even though he was gone his she could still feel his presence and it wouldn't leave her alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

she knew his death had left woulds in her heart and the pain felt too real to be fake. she had too much pain for time to erase.

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When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

because when she cried he was the one to wipe away her tears. when she screamed he would be there to calm her fears he held he hand through all of the years of the kira investigation. but she still had him.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

she was captivated by him and his light voice. now she was bound to live a life that he left behind.

his face still haunts her. his voice use to chase away her dreams because she was living a dream

and it also chased away her sanity.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

the wounds on her heart had not healed yet she still hurt from the pain even though he has been gone a year

she was right there was too much pain for time to erase the pain had stilled not healed

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I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
she had tried to date guys to get her mind off of him but it never would she still fwlt the pain and the wounds. she decided to make the pain go away. she would be with him again. she got a razor blade went to the bedroom sat on the bed and slit her wrist so that her life would drain out of her. she laid down and in a matter of minutes looked over and saw him. Hello L she said as she ran too him. she may be dead now but she got whet she wanted in the end she got L