A note can be seen laying on the bedside table, the breathless body in the simple bed. The blond hair dim and messy, skin as pale and snow and as cold to touch. Motionless
Ichimaru Gin found his body and picked up the note, without a thought he placed it into his pocket and ran his fingers along the pale cold skin of the man in the bed. Softly he places his lips against the cold subtle pink lips of the blond. Bowing his head Ichimaru walks from the man's room and back into his own life, his own world.
Sitting in his room Ichimaru Gin opens the note, he almost forgot he had, he places it open on his bedside table. As he reads the note to himself the voice of the man who wrote it can be heard around him as he feels his presence.
"To whom it may concern,
I died a I lived, afraid to let myself go, afraid of what's to come. I wanted to leave this all behind before I was defeated trying to get to him, to protect him from himself. You may never know who my heart cries out for, my reason for living day by day... His betrayal and unreasonable behaviour pushed me so far as to think he wasn't worth it... I hope you find me, that you find out the extend of what you have done to me.
If you find me at least then you will know how I truly felt, you'll know how I wanted to be found and why I did this, I did this for you and you will know why.
Be pleased for me now, I'm at peace, I don't have to watch you destroy yourself and everyone around me, put your mind at rest, perhaps you will meet me again somewhere. I couldn't live without you Ichimaru...
Goodbye and remember, I always loved you!
Yours Eternally,
Kira"
As a tear falls from the usually emotionless man's eyes he folds the note up and hides it in a book, he mumbles to himself as more tears fall. "I will love you until the day I die... Why did you go this far baka... At least I got a chance to see you, to say goodbye... If you loved me you could have told me... I could have saved you! Thank you for giving me the chance to say goodbye... I love you... My Kira..."