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EsmePOV

That was it. I thought my life had ended and I would join my adorable little boy William in a better place, up in heaven.

I guess I was wrong. I could hear voices but I wasn't sure what they were saying. Then it hit me. I felt like I was being dragged out of the water, dragged out of heaven. I saw him, I saw my little boy but he was being pulled away from me. I felt lost and then the sadness hit me. I was going to lose him again. I tried to scream but nothing came out and then suddenly everything went black.

I heard the noises more clearly now, I tried to open my eyes but they felt like they were swollen shut. I tried to say "hello" but it just came out as a mumble. Then I heard it, the voice I hadn't heard in 10 years, the voice I dreamed about since I was 16. It couldn't be. Stop being silly Esme it's definitely not him…

"Miss Platt, I'm Dr Cullen you are at the hospital now, everything will be OK."

That was him, I knew it was him. He was going to save me like I use to imagine. But It felt harder to breathe I knew now I wasn't going to survive. I slowly felt myself fall into a deep sleep and I could see my son again. But it was taking too long to get to him.

CarlislePov

It couldn't be, no way would that be the Esme I knew 10 years ago. She would never try to commit suicide. Not the bright, bubbly girl I treated for a broken leg. What happened to her?

I could hear her heart beat getting slower by the second, I had to do something to save her. I heard her mumble something that a human would never be able to pick up.

I told her who I was and where she was, hoping she would remember who I was , like I remembered her. I said it in a calm voice even though I was so curious to find out what happened to her and terrified to lose her.

Her pulse was too hard to find for a human so the doctors declared her as dead. I couldn't lose her again, not like this. Not knowing if I would ever see that lovely smile of hers again.

No I couldn't let her go. I signed the papers that claimed her as dead. Then I gave them to the nurse behind the desk and rushed to take her to the morgue.

"Ah Dr Cullen, Miss Platt is it?" he said pointing at the body under the sheets. "What a horrible situation, she must have had some real troubles to commit suicide. I heard she had just lost her little boy 3 days after birth, he suffered from a lung infection from what I hear"

Maybe that's why she jumped of the cliff.

"Yes Dr Greene, this is Miss Platt. Tragic isn't it?"

I tried to end the conversation there but knowing him he would strike up another conversation. I saw his mouth open ready to talk again so I quickly tried to stop him.

"I'm sorry Dr, but I really need to get her to the morgue".

He nodded, and I quickly turned away to head to the morgue. My stomach turned at the thought of Esme leaving this world. As soon as we got there I picked her up from the table and held her against my chest and ran as full vampire speed to get her home. I knew no one would see us, we lived in a secluded house in the middle of the woods. Perfect place to have her transformation. Far away for anyone to hear her screams and the best place for her first hunt as a newborn.

I mentally told Edward everything that was going on so he would know when I came home with Esme in my arms. As much as I didn't want her to go through the pain of transformation I just couldn't lose her again.

As I walked through the door of my house, Edward stood there with a look of anger and confusion on his face.

I will explain later Edward, right now I need to change her before her heart beat fades even more that it has already.

I saw Edward do the slightest nod. I made my way up to the spare room where I found that Edward had already laid some sheets on the bed which was most certainly never used.

I laid Esme down on the bed carefully, not to make her feel any more pain than was about to occur, I got myself prepared for what I was about to do.

I leaned over and whispered into her ear.

"I'm sorry for what I am about to do, but I promise it will end in 3 days and then you will become like me and my son Edward, once again I am so very sorry".

Then I tilted her head and bit down. Trying not to swallow her blood. I stopped as soon as I was certain venom was in her veins.

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