Chapter 1 It's you I feel
A/N: Hey guys, this is my first Spring Awakening fic but been a long time reader and fan. First off the plot has changed a bit.
The date might seem a bit modern in chapters farther in.
The reason Wendla dies is birth. That changes a bit of the plot but not too much. If you can't appected it, don't cry and whine about it in the reviews.
The cope of lost is the hardest thing anyone can do. I lost the only thing that will ever be mine. The girl I fell in love with; if only her mother didn't kill her off. I could be with her right now, holding our child in her arms. I loved her like loving a mother. I can't let go of her; she still haunts me. Oh Wendla, I thought. Come back to me…If you could.
I'm sitting here still. My hands are to my face, missing her. My heart yearns for her. I miss both of them. I lost my best friend, Mortiz. Oh, all his parents taught him was school. If only the school didn't fail him, he could have been here, helping me cope. The poor guy was scared of sex, how could anyone be? Wendla didn't understand it; I helped her through it. I loved her.
"Oh, Melchior," my mother called me. She was out of breath.
I came to her, "Ma!" I was scared a bit. I sat her down; I ran into the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and filled it with water. I gave it to her, "Mom is everything ok?"
"I think Fanny Bergmann just told me the biggest shit ever." She whispers, "Oh my, Melchi…"
She started crying. I hugged her, "Oh what happen, mama? Is everything ok?"
"She-She told me," she bits her lip, "Wendla's baby was still born…"
Speechless take over me like Wendla's ghost. The baby, it was still alive. It killed her; the poor thing didn't mean to though. I know it didn't. I'll care for it; if Fanny Bergmann is right. "What," was the first thing out my mouth. I had so much to say; I couldn't say what's running through my mind. "But how is this possible? I need…I need to see the baby. It's mine… Oh my, lord, mother, I'm so…scared."
"Melchior," she mumbles. "If you could do it and feel great doing it with her, you can take care of this child. I will help you. I know you're only young, but I believe in you."
"Can," I whispered through my shaking. "Can I see him…or her…whatever it is…"
"It's a girl," my mama whispered. I smiled, thinking of holding her, taking care of her, letting her grow up. "You'll love her. The parents named her, but I think you'll love the name."
My mother took my hand, and we walked to the Bergmann's. As we were walking, I started asking question about caring for this beautiful soul that is my child. My mother chuckled at my rambling of questions, "Dear, it's hard to explain now. Once you hold her, you will be able to ask me then."
Finally, we came to the Bergmann's. Those you've known, Wendla's ghost….it's calling me again! Lost...still walk beside you; I love you, Melchi. Never forget me, take care of her, and I promised to meet you at your death, once again. Those you've known…
I nodded, couldn't respond right now. The devil that is Fanny Bergmann leads me to a room. To there, I saw Isle, Martha, Thea, and Anna right there in the same room.
Isle gasped, "Oh, look, Elizabeth, you're father is finally here." Isle was holding the baby in her arms, rocking in gently. She smiles up to me, "You ready to meet her?"
Isle helps me at holding my dear girl. I would care for her as I tried for Wendla. The face reminded me of her with a mix of myself. "Hello," I whispered to the girl. She smiles and puts one hand to my face. I smile back to her; I knew by that minute she was mine.
A/N: How cute! Review please and be strong but nice. As I said, first Spring Awakening fic.
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