"Finding my way out"
"It wasn't like I didn't expect it ..yet I didn't. He lied to me, all those tender touches, and gentle kisses were all lies just like those brief "i love yous" he'd say, as he got ready to see the one and only that could satisfy him. I would stare at that door for hours watching as my love was being taken away. I knew he was cheating on me. A sharp pain would nest into my chest ,and make warm salty tears spill over to my cheeks ...everyday ...everyday...i prayed for him to love me just me , but that was impossible why?...was I not good enough?...was it all false?...if it were..through out all those moments are bodies collided did he think about …Sai?Does Sasuke not love me?...and if so?..why did he lead me on...total ass..(sniffles) the pain was unbearable...why?..why did I love him this much ...stupid ,stupid,stupid ,me ...im such and idiot for falling for a man that is killing me from the inside out...
(months before)
Sasuke stared indifferently at Naruto who was asleep in a tight little ball on their bed clutching the blankets loosely, and rolled his eyes fallowed by a Scoff "idiot."
Sasuke Instantly pulled out his phone, and began erasing missed calls and messages that would expose his affair with Sai, smirking as he remembered the angry-sex they just had next door to Naruto's apartment .
Sasuke walked into the bathroom and began shedding from his clothes to take a shower so he wouldn't smell like sex.
"Idiot..he's to much of a dumb ass to even notice anything. (smirk) trash .. I bet he's not even good in bed ..ha! Dobe isn't aware of anything even if its happening next door.
"But...Naruto was very aware of everything"