okay my first fan fic dont be to cruel..no wait tough love gotta love it?
chapter 1-Past
It happened again, the dreams about him so clear, so provocative...Tempting.
Why was I still thinking of him it's been decades, centuries. Yet I still can't get out of his sinister grip. Was I always going to be that naïve little girl...NO I wasn't going to follow that path again; I was no longer that girl! Or was I?
I keep on remembering his kind warm voice then it twisting into that cold manner the gentleness leaving every trace of his still hypnotic voice as each day past. When will I escape my own fear, my own mind?
16 and stupid, that was me, though I would never have thought that till now. It was before World War 2 I lived luxuriously with mama, papa, and my dearest older brother. Every girl in the little town Roseburg in England was jealous of me. My mother was Japanese and my father a rich English man visiting Japan they fell in love and moved to his mansion happily. My older brother Ruka conceived then me, little baby Mikan loved by all. Beautiful and cheerful with her long brunette hair and beautiful hazel eyes. Free of blemishes and filled with rosy cheeks and a full cherry lips. Every girl is full of envy and every man out there wished to court her.
There's a point in each little girls mind where they wish to live in a huge house, a beautiful romance, and happily ever after. And Yukihara Mikan was that little girl; she was determined to fall in love like her parents. And growing into a young woman she was extra determined. Having the figure to die for, the beauty, and status she was going to find her suitor on her birthday. In addition to it so happened to be her 16th birthday perfect age to get married at she told herself idealistically. Papa was the mayor and always threw grand parties and since I was now 16 I had requested him to make it grander! Today was the day and I was set.
My brother was teasing me all day long telling me not to rush but how couldn't I, in this present day I was going to be courted no matter what. Every thing was set and I looked perfect naturally men lined up to seduce me but I found each and every one of them dull. I decided to take a midnight stroll dejected that I hadn't found the man of my dreams until I saw him. He was painfully beautiful and flawless. His charm and wit captivated me and I was madly in love with him or was I? I might have been just stuck on the idea of falling in love or finding a suitor.
Alexander Rosevetta captured me then broke me.
"Mikan what a beautiful name like the orange, very delicious just as you are…Divine" he whispered in my ear, the warmth of his breathe on my neck almost made my knees crumple beneath me. Days passed and I longed for Alexander. I started to call him Xander and made sure to always be with him whenever he visited. I spent nearly 2 months with him and he asked to marry me. I agreed and my family was just as excited with the proposal as I was. They adored Xander, he had a charm no one else could possibly posses or deny. Him and my brother were the best of friends which filled me with joy, no one could gain Ruka's trust that fast. My life was perfect and we were married with a huge wedding that would never be topped.
It was wonderful until I had disobeyed Alexander and he struck my face. "You are to obey my orders and just act like the weak toy you are. If you think you are to defy me willing you are just as stupid and inexperienced as you appears" he laughed callously, humiliating me. I sought out my brother and asked him to help me and he told me not to worry I was relieved but then I realized he wasn't finish. He told me that Alexander was probably just having an off day. That baffled me, an off day he couldn't be serious my brother would never say this he'd tell me not to worry and that he'd deal with that scum bang and KILL him for hitting me. But I shrugged it off maybe he was right? Wrong everyday was an off day and if my brother wasn't going to come to my aid I was going to take matters into my own hands. I told Alexander I was leaving him and he laughed "you were such a good toy, the only one that showed courage towards me so I'll give you your freedom" he clutched my arm roughly and whispered "but with a price". The pain was excruciating his teeth descended deep into my neck, I could fell the room spinning what was he doing to me?
I awoke to see my parent's house burning down. Their screams still haunt me to this day. I couldn't get up to help them I was limp, paralyzed in someone's arms. "Finally awake Mikan, great show right" he laughed like a mad men throwing his head back. "ALEXANDER" I screamed enraged "my dear Mikan you didn't think your freedom would be for free, remember they're always is a price for EVERYTHING" he whispered sickly. I no longer felt the need to wrap my arms around him lovingly when he spoke I rather bind my hands around his neck and murder him! "You've probably understand now that I'm a vampire and Vampire's tend to get bored now a days you were a plaything to pass the time with but now it's a game" he whispered laying me down in what looked like a coffin. "I'LL KILL YOU!" I hissed angry he only smiled tenderly. "Yes find me, think only of me" he said "I swear I'll slit that venoms tongue of your!" I threatened angry "aww Mikan I never knew this side of you…I love it le the games begin mon chere" he said closing the coffin and setting me into the ground burying me alive. "I do hope you survive" he said faintly but I could hear him clearly. That day I swore to exact my revenge.
200 years later Hotaru found me, an eternity secluded in darkness changed me. I was no longer going to be that foolish. I'm immortal now and full of hatred…..