Hey, here's a oneshot, it's based off of the story Virtual Love and its in Mitchie's POV. Kind of sad i know, but I'm not in the best of moods.
I never thought I could fall so fast and so hard, but for you it was only a few minutes to lower my guard. I sat here with a numb feeling, empty and lonely. Wishing you could be here, with me, to hold me. You said we're going to fast, and I fear that you're right. I laid in bed staring at the ceiling all night. I couldn't find sleep or comfort or peace, I feared what was to come, would you even still speak to me? You said you needed time, I told you I'd give you all eternity. I meant every word I said, I would wait if it killed me. Last night is when we said our last words, you didn't say goodnight and I found that it hurt.
I miss when you called me princess my stomach would do flips, when anyone else uttered the name, I hated it. From our first hello's to our latest goodbyes, it's like you had me hypnotized. My friends tried to pry me away, outside in the sun. I just wanted to be left in my misery knowing I would have no fun. Some how they succeeded, they told me some fresh air was what I needed. There was a live performance, a girl about our age, she sang out her heart right there on stage. They were only covers, not originals, they were all love songs, and on my face, Im sure my pain was visible. I found myself getting lost in her tunes, but still my mind was plauged only with you. I've been checking my messages, all day long, I know I needed to stay strong.
A friend was over, trying to get me to smile, they tried for a very long while. Having failed at their self appointed task, they left with a half hearted "I'll be back." I was again left to my torterous thoughts, I lied there, the urge to cry I fought. Only one day of no talking was killing me, how could I do this for all eternity! The thoughts vanished as quick as they had come, I was again left to feel glum. You called me your inspiration the first time we spoke, I had laughed thinking this must be a joke. I thought maybe you had been sarcastic, I was nowhere near fantastic, but as time went on, you persisted, I was great you insisted. We had talked for hours, it had felt like days, you made me happy in so many ways. Whenever I smiled, my roomate knew I was talking to you, the times when you didn't make me happy were only two.
We just had so much in common, from our favorite singers to our brother problems. we shared poems and songs and little rhymes, I read all of yours all of the time. I longed to hear your laugh, or look into your eyes, you have seen pictures of me, even the ones I despised. I asked for your picture, but you refused, as to how you look, I have little clue. A description was not enough, I wanted to know how it felt to hold you and feel your touch. My heart is heavy with unbearable weight, but Alex, for you I will wait. Its only been three days, but I can't get enough. Please dont let me lose you, My virtual love.