Joyce. The name alone mocks me. It is the name of the person who took my sun, my love, my heart. Joyce was the name of the girl that made my perfect world crash down around me, she was the person who took my fiancé, Jacob. Yes, because she is the person who is my Jake's soulmate, imprint, and now, just like my sister, we are victims to this notorious imprint scheme. Me and Leah, are in the 'lives that got Fucked up by werewolf imprinting' club. When Edward left I went through three steps before I moved on, Depression, Anger and then Acceptance. My depression lasted a year the anger six months and I then I accepted it, then me and jack went out for nearly two years, what sucks the most is he imprinted on my birthday, right after he proposed to me. Isn't that just Fucking peachy. Joyce and I got along before this all happened, that is Fucked up too, don't you think. I skipped the sad, cry, catatonic, vegetation thing and went to furious, no more than that I was on Phase material and I'm not even quilater. Fucking ass, although I know it wasn't his fault, still he could of I don't know, told me, but that Fucking ass never did. For two Fucking weeks he hide it, telling me he had patrols and he had to go to counsel meetings, he even hide it from the pack. Then I go to his house to surprise him and what do I find, my husband to be naked in the hallway ass up in the air moaning and groaning and growling that name.
Joyce.
I smashed the glass in my hand when I tightened my grip on it, the blood from my hand mixing with the water on to the floor and making the blood look like smoke in the water. And when did all this happen you ask, well today of course, I should have put it together sooner, the way he left to 'patrol' all the time, the way he never wanted to have sex with me anymore, the way he got that glassy look at the slightest mention of Joyce. Fuck. All the signs were there in front of me, but no I was blind, I guess its true love blinds us. And I gave the Fucker my virginity, not right away, fuck no I am not a slut, no After one and a half years of Fucking begging and grovelling on his fucking hands and knees. That fucker is so going to get it when I see him I am going to make him pay yes that ass wipe is going to rule the day when he messed with Isabella Marie Swan. Jacob Fucking Ass-wipe Black watch the fuck out, No one will ever mess with me again.
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