Darkness
I don't mind the darkness; to be honest I love the darkness. Funny enough it makes me feel safe and loved but I know that isn't true but there is nothing wrong with dreaming is there? Probably is with me, being a physic and that but it has its good advantages every now and then. I lost my mum a long time ago. I was there holding her hand when she passed away. I remember the exact moment, she was looking into my eyes telling me how much she loves me and she will always be in my heart and that I shouldn't cry but it never stopped me from bawling my eyes out. The bright lights were everywhere I turn, it was white everywhere that's why I like the darkness, I can never lose anyone in the darkness. I just noticed how ironic that was; I could always lose someone in the darkness they could get lost. This is a no win situation. When I really think about it, I think my mum was the only one that loves me with all her heart. My dad gets so wound up in his work it is like I am constantly talking to his answering machine. However I get this feeling that Jay might love me in some kind of way if he doesn't at least I know Atlanta loves me as a friend...if that makes sense! Probably doesn't! I am just a lonely physic who is just in love with the darkness...who would love me but my mum!
Little did Theresa know that Jay was next door dreaming about a red hair physic...the love of his life!