I've ventured into enemy territory.
At first I was simply thinking, I've only written a few fanfics... So... I'm okay... And now I find myself writing a story about twincest.
So, will you take my hand and ride this dangerous rollercoaster with me?
Will you be a sweet reader and leave me a heart breaking/lifting review?
I sure hope you will.
Maybe You're My Love?
Kir Sirin
"Kaoru," Hikaru said softly as he cupped his twin's chin, "you don't need to look anywhere else but me."
"Hikaru…" Kaoru placed a gentle hand on top of Hikaru's.
The immense squeal of the girls across the table filled the twin's ears and the smile in their eyes shined brilliantly through each other.
It was a sign to the both of them that they had achieved another job well done.
"Hikaru!" Tamaki yelled from the other side of the music room. "Daddy needs you!"
Hikaru's almond eyes flickered to his King and then back to his blushing twin. "Kaoru…"
"Don't leave, please."
"I'm sorry." Hikaru placed a chaste kiss on Kaoru's forehead. "I must."
Most of the girls gave a dreamy sigh simultaneously as Hikaru walked over to Tamaki.
"What?" Hikaru asked.
"How could you?!" Tamaki's blue eyes started to water as he pointed his index finger in Hikaru's face. "Haruhi's hair comb has been stolen!"
Hikaru let out a sigh and laced his fingers behind his head. "It doesn't mean I did it."
"Who else could have done it?! You and Kaoru are the only ones—"
Hikaru stiffened.
In the corner of his eye he saw Kaoru laughing at something a brunette had said.
Hikaru could feel an unusual tingle in his palms as his hands twitched when he saw another girl run her hands through his brother's orange hair.
"Sorry, My Lord." Hikaru mumbled as Tamaki continued to rant. The older twin ran to Kaoru's side and, in a matter of seconds, he was in Hikaru's strong arms.
"Kaoru!" Hikaru couldn't stop the words from flowing past his lips. "I'm sorry… I made you wait for so long." One hand was in the middle of Kaoru's back and the other rested on his shoulder.
Kaoru blinked the surprise from his eyes away and took it as a different plot. "Hikaru…" His eyes watered and he pressed his head against Hikaru's chest. "I was so lonely… Please… Don't leave me again."
If the customers weren't so easily swayed by the twin's performance, they might have gotten angry at Kaoru's last statement.
Hikaru held his brother closer and whispered into his hair, "It's okay, Kaoru. I'll never leave your side ever again."
Kaoru closed his eyes against the quickened heartbeat of his brother as Hikaru breathed in Kaoru's unique scent of raspberries.
Later that night, when the twins had gone back home, Hikaru found it hard to sleep. Usually his brother's warmth beside him was enough to lure him into sleep, but something was on his mind that made insomnia appear to be his new best friend.
That feeling he had when he saw Kaoru with another girl.
Hikaru's brows furrowed in irritation; why had he acted like that? It wasn't unusual to have girls fawning over the twins.
And what Hikaru had said to his brother when he was in his arms…
That wasn't acting, it was the truth.
Even now, Hikaru's heart was racing at the simple fact that Kaoru's hand was on top of his own.
Their hands never left each other if the twins could help it.
This feeling to monopolize… Hikaru realized it had been building up for a while now. Whenever he would look into Kaoru's almond eyes, he would feel as if some part of him had been restored. It was deeper than when they were kids.
When Kaoru would blush and whisper his name, Hikaru's heart would leap.
Whenever their skin brushed against each other's…
Hikaru felt like he would run out of air.
It could be that all of this acting just finally got to Hikaru, but…
Why didn't he want it to stop?
Hikaru turned on his side and was face-to-face with his twin in question.
"Kaoru…" He whispered and gently stroked his twin's face.
If it was nothing, then why did Hikaru's heart feel this way whenever he looked at Kaoru? Why did his chest ache whenever he sat next to him?
Why was he touching his brother's face, unless…
"Kaoru… Are you asleep?" Hikaru whispered.
Unless Hikaru had stepped over the line and crossed into unknown territory…
Forbidden territory.
"Kaoru… I think I've…"
I think I've fallen in-love with you.
Hikaru sat on his back and closed his eyes with a sigh. "Shit…"
