My Obsession, My Love- Otaru
By: Eeveelover
This is my first ever Saber Marionette J fic. I haven't really seen much of the series, just the first 2 episodes of Saber Marionette J Again (dubbed, btw. You gotta love Miss Mona Marshall!). ^^; I've read enough about the series, however, to write a short little story. This is a Hanagata fic. Why write about Hanagata? I dunno… I guess he was the easiest to write about. ^^;;; At first I thought he was a weird freak, but now I think he's actually sorta cool, for a pointless character. ^^; Hanagata needs a little more recognition, so uh- here goes my fic! I hope you enjoy it and please review, even if it's a flame! Constructive flames only, though. Thanks! ^_^
Otaru, Otaru! Oh, Otaru, how I admire thee so! How I wish to be near you every single second of the day! How I wish to be touched by you, with your long and lovely fingers. Otaru, you are the beautiful Sun, shining your warm glow onto my unworthy face. Oh, dear Otaru, if only we could be together for all eternity.
I don't care what my father may think, or anyone else for that matter. I believe that it is my destiny to be with you, no matter what. And, no matter what, I shall always be there for you whenever you need me. While you still haven't called for my help just yet, I will still wait to hear your sweet and mellow voice call out my name, beckoning for me. While that still may be only in my fantasies, I do believe that it will become a reality someday. And someday, we shall frolic through a beautiful field together, never leaving each other's company. We will savor each moment that we are together, as we frolic.
You're cute face; your elegant hair with bleached bangs… I simply love everything about you. Your absolutely gorgeous eyes, your dark and exotic skin, your odd baggy pants… everything. Plain and simple. You are everything to me. Sure, Yumeji means something to me as well; he is my younger brother after all. But never in my life have I felt this way for somebody. Otaru, I love you. I lust after you, as well. I mean, who in this cruel world could resist you? Even those Marionettes seem to love you. Anyone could love you, because that's what you are. You are a lovable person. No, a lovable angel. I hope for you to be my angel someday, beautiful Otaru.
But alas, I constantly show my never-ending affections for you, and yet you turn away. Is it those Marionettes? Do you love them more than me? How can you love a Marionette, even if they do have Maiden Circuits? Do you feel any love toward me? I am your friend, your neighbor! You can at least acknowledge my attempts and accomplishments every once in a while.
Oh please, dear Otaru, look at me the way I do you. Please, Otaru, hold me close to you when I am feeling down. Let us both live through the hard times the world has to offer. And let us also enjoy life to the fullest, together. Together, we can conquer all with the power of love! You are the man of my dreams Otaru, and as such I believe that dreams come true. Meaning, you will be mine someday, all mine…
Oh Otaru, my obsession, my love.
So… how was it? Was it cheesy? Was it romantic? Was it weird? Was Hanagata utterly OOC? Did I portray him correctly? Am I asking too many questions? ^^; Well, I believe this is my first yaoi-ish fic ever. Well, in the Saber Marionette world, it's okay for guys to like other guys, since that all that inhabit the planet. ^^; But, that's not the point. I finished this fic rather quickly… this took about an hour. Spiffy, eh? Hmm, after this fic, I sorta like Hanagata more. ^-^ Please read and review! I'd greatly appreciate it (especially since this is my first SMJ ficci-poo)