It is painful

But painless

I hurt

But I don't feel

I want to feel

I want to feel happiness

I want to feel pleasure

I want to feel excited

I want to feel hungry

But I'm Numb

I don't feel anything anymore

I used to be happy

I used to feel pleasure

I used to feel excited

I used to be hungry

If I could feel anything is would be

Pain

I would hurt

I would cry

I would feel pain

I would feel