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*sorry for any English or grammar mistake*

He woke to the humming sounds of the hospital machines close to him.

A slow beating heart and a shallow breath coming out.

'…What happened?...Where am i?'

His mind was a blur, nothing was clear and his eyelids felt like lead; it was hard to open them.

'Why does it hurt so much? …It's….cold.'

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Both men laid there on bed panting heavily, trying to catch their breath for their demanding lungs. It was their fourth round tonight, and it felt so damn good.

"Happy birthday, Akihito," a cool silky voice whispered into a small ear.

"…I'm leaving…you,...you pervert bastard!" a tired voice quietly spoke.

"You can't, You worship me, my kitten."

'As I do you. '

Asami thought looking at the div that was suddenly snoring tiredly in his protective arms. It felt so warm.

Even though he would have preferred to stay by his lover's side, Asami got up to clean both of them. He walked the distance to the bathroom, cleaned himself and then got a clean warm cloth and towel to clean his sleeping love. Once done he slid under the covers, again gathering the sleeping young man in his arms.

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His consciousness came back again, groggily, and his eyelids felt a little lighter than before, but the only thing he could do was flicker his eyes a little. But in return, Akihito felt a very warm hand take hold of his right one. It was strangely warm; was it that he was too cold or the person who was holding his hand had a freaking high fever? He was able to turn his head slightly to the right as he heard a faint whisper of someone far away calling his name before he managed to slightly open his eyes.

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The smell of the food was heavenly good, and it couldn't have been made by a human - not in a million years! But Asami Ryuichi, the man who ruled Tokyo, all of Japan, and not to mention so many countries over the world, was making breakfast. Asami fucking Ryuichi was making breakfast.

The young man thought he was dreaming and that heavenly smell was out of his reach. He even was drooling on his pillow with a little smile appeared on his face when the smell intensified. His thoughts were interrupted when Asami's hand slowly moved along his slender arm.

"Good morning"

"...Good morning, Ryu,"Aki said, taking the big, warm hand of his lover into his and kissing it.

Asami's deep voice whispered into Aki's ear. "You're seducing me, Akihito. Eat your breakfast before I eat mine." And to show how serious he was, he bit Akihito's neck and sucked the pink marks he just made. His boy moaned and put his hands on Asami's shoulders as he closed his eyes from the shivers that ran along his spine.

Asami wanted to take him right now again, but they would be having a long day and a very adventurous and surprising one at that. So the older man got up from the bed, headed to the wardrobe and took his three piece black suit out and placed it on bed.

"Eat up and get dressed, we'll be leaving soon. Everything is packed and ready."

Akihito kept watching him from the back while he stripped out from his clothing. The sight in front of him was so damn good, a very muscular back, every muscle sexily flexing when he moved. From up at the shoulders to all the way down to the luscious thighs.

"Enjoying what you see, kitten?" The usual smirk appeared on Asami's face when he saw Aki's blushed face in the mirror.

He quickly turned his gaze from his lover to the food tray Asami left on the bed. It was so colorful with many food types. It was the first time he realized that Asami could really cook. It was mouthwatering. Aki finished everything in record time, the food was too damn good and delicious. He would have to make sure the older man would cook for him from time to time.

Once he was done he hurried to get a quick shower and dress in his jeans and a T-shirt with a tiger logo before getting into his sneakers. As they headed toward the garage and the limousine the young man constantly asked where they were going but it was absolutely impossible to get answer from the older man.

Instead, Asami cornered Akihito in the limo with his body and a very lustful look in his eyes. Akihito regretted his actions. He worked hard to control himself but Asami couldn't do it. He was always like a predator going after it's prey when it comes to his kitten.

"…I hate you..."Aki said while Asami was cleaning him up after their round.

"But you always like it."

Akihito couldn't hold the little laugh that escaped his mouth when Asami kissed his stomach. "It tickles!"

He kept his eyes on Asami as he watched him light a cigarette. Akihito slowly moved much closer to Asami, lifting his right arm and wrapping himself around him while Asami protectively tightened his arm around him in return.

No words were spoken. All too often, words never meant anything, they were just empty promises. So many people spoke words of passion and love but deep down never meant them. They were just simple words to be said to get their hands on something they wanted and hungered for.

But both men knew without words.

When they got to the airport, Asami's jet was ready for them along with his most trusted men. They were standing by the boarding steps waiting for their boss.

Asami walked toward the plane first, he wanted to speak with his men and check everything before taking off. Akihito stayed a little bit behind, tired from their most recent activity. When he got a little closer to the three talking men he stopped and waited until they finished their conversation. He never liked knowing anything too detailed about the older man's business.

Aki stood there in the sunny weather and enjoyed the warmth when he felt a cool breeze against his face. He stretched his arms trying to push the sleepy feeling away from him, he could sleep during their flight.

Suddenly Akihito thought he heard a weak whisper close to his ear, but when he turned around he found and saw nothing.

'I need something to refresh me!' the young man thought when he saw the three men were still talking to each other and arguing. But from the corner of his eye Akihito noticed a flash of light.

When he turned around, he saw the flash once again on top of a tower a little bit far away but now there were three instead of one. His mind worked very fast and the thought of bad and dangerous ideas surfaced first.

The next thing he knew that he was clenching and covering Asami with his body. His mind couldn't process how he got there, but he somehow was glad and happy because it didn't matter right now, it didn't matter anymore; he knew something like this would happen someday.

Almost immediately he felt a piercing pain go through his body that made his hold get much tighter around Asami; he could also feel his body convulsing involuntary. The last thing he remembered was the pain and darkness that engulfed him.

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He was talking about the secret wedding he planned for his boy, this would be the best present the young man would get in his life on his birthday. He wanted to make sure everything was ready when they land in Bali.

But suddenly Asami felt Akihito clenching him very tightly from behind. He thought that the young man might have heard them and was having some kind of a panic attack. In the back of his mind he smiled at the scene he imagined when Akihito would find out and the shocked look on his face.

But all that turned into fear when he felt the small body convulsing a lot and shaking behind him with the sounds of gunshots.

Asami quickly ducked down and took the falling body into his arms before it hit the ground. He somehow managed to get to the limo and take cover behind it. His two men did the same with their guns in hand and returning fire.

The car was bulletproof but that didn't change the seriousness of the situation. The moment he took a look at his kitten his heart skipped a beat. His boy's face was white and there was a pained look on his face. He felt a wet and warm substance quickly coating his hands where he held them on Akihito's back. His mind wasn't able to process anything once he looked at his hands. Blood. Too much blood decorating the concrete beneath him.

His mind snapped to work again and he quickly shouted to his men to get into the car and hurry to the emergency entrance in the airport.

The gunshots were now long gone, both Kirishima and Suoh managed to hit at least one sniper of the three. The distance between them didn't help much; two ran away when their realized that their mission failed the moment Asami's limo sped away.

The short ride was too much for him. Akihito's eyes were closed and his face was losing color.

Asami tried to apply pressure on the gunshot wounds in his back with his hands by hugging Akihito, but it only caused Aki to choke on his own blood. But it was hopelessly futile. The hoarse breathing was too much for him along with the limp body in his arms was too much for him to handle.

When they arrived to the emergency entrance in the airport, Asami roared at every person his eyes fell on. Nurses and doctors rushed to them and took the injured young man from him and placed him on a stretcher quickly. Both Kirishima and Suoh tried to stop him from following the boy into the emergency room, but they weren't able to hold him much longer than 10 seconds.

The older man crashed into the emergency room and stood there watching the group of nurses and doctors working of his boy. The security guards thought about getting him out, but the idea was forgotten when they looked at his two guards standing behind him. They weren't as big as Asami's men. but when they saw them trying to stop he blood stained man from entering the room and failed, they were afraid on their lives.

A nurse quickly started to cut off Akihito's shirt. The heart monitor was loudly beeping when the nurse attached the electrodes on his chest, but quickly after it the beeping sound was replaced with a piercing one that told Asami that his boy's heart had stopped.

Asami's heart again skipped a beat and his hands started to shake violently, he was trying his best to hold himself together but with this he lost all his control. The defibrillator was quickly brought to the young man's side with the doctor shouting orders at the nurses.

Shortly after, Asami's heart violently jolted in his chest when he heard the word 'clear' and saw Akihito's limb body jolt on the table with a nurse pumping air for his lungs with another doing chest compression. And again the word was shouted from the doctor and Akihito's body jolted once more as the electrical shock went through his body - but the beeping sound had yet to return.

Asami's breath was taken away from him the second Akihito's heart stopped, he felt like someone had knocked the breath out of him. He wanted to look away from the sight in front of him but couldn't; he couldn't leave his kitten, his boy, his love, his husband.

The fourth time Akihito's body shook violently and a low beeping sound came back -. a very weak but beating heart. Asami would make sure it becomes strong in no time.

The second the older man heard the beeping sound and saw the slowly rising and falling chest, he let out the breath he had unknowingly been holding. No longer able to take the situation around him, with a shaking body, Asami's legs gave up and he slide down the wall behind him. He sat with his right leg straight in front of him while flexing the other and rested his left hand on it. Kirishima and Suoh saw him drop, but the only thing they did was to protect their boss. But soon after this the three men were asked to leave. They needed to remove the bullets and needed all unnecessary personnel out of the area.

Asami got up and walked out of the room without saying a word with the two men, who followed closely behind him. The room was glass so he was able to see everything happening in there. He saw them turning his boy on his side and removing the rest of his shirt that was soaked with blood now and covering him with a medical sheet.

He watched as they readied him for the delicate surgery. It was too much.

'It should've been ME!' Asami screamed in his mind, closing his eyes, trying not to hit the glass in front of him with his fist.

But when a nurse noticed that he still continued to watch them she closed the medical curtains.

Two and half hours later the doctor who operated on Akihito came out Asami didn't say a word, he just stood there hoping for some good news, watching with cold, icy, narrowed eyes.

"We managed to stable him, but I'm afraid he had lost a lot of blood and his heart has weakened from it. We're trying our best, he's on blood transfusion right now. I'm not promising you anything, his heart suffered a lot. His chances are slim that he will be able to survive."

The doctor left quickly, unsure of the man's reaction to the news he just gave him. He had to be honest and tell him the truth, no matter how much it hurt.

When he entered the room, Akihito's face was covered with a breathing mask, double IVs in his right hand giving him blood transfusion and nutrients. He looked so pale and weak, so fragile and broken. He moved slowly to his right side and sat on the chair close to him. And once he did, Asami heard Akihito giving an exhale, like he felt someone close to him. Then he put his hands on his right one.

It was shockingly cold, too cold. Asami's heart clenched in pain from it. When he noticed Akihito's eyes flicker as he tried to open them, he called his name.

"Akihito"

Aki slowly turned his head and opened his eyes. They were out of focus at first, but soon he saw a weak smile through the breathing mask on his face when he saw Asami.

"…You're..here…" A hoarse whisper, a weak voice spoke in a tone that tried to sound normal but failed.

"Where else would I be?" Asami said with a fake smile on his face, trying to hide everything and not to worry Akihito.

"I..i'm glad… you're..safe" The short comment seemed to tax his strength.

"Don't speak now, you'll tire yourself."

"Tell me…Ryu,..Where were you...taking me?"

The question was a surprise, even now the stubborn kid refused to give up. "….We were going to Bali,… for a wedding ….. Ours." Asami spoke while silently sliding a silver ring that he had retrieved from his coat pocket onto Akihito's ring finger . Akihito was now smiling with silently falling tears.

"What is it?" Asami questioned, but when Akihito didn't answer he got worried and cupped the young man's face in his hands that felt as cold as his hands.

"Akihito..Can you hear me?"

"Hug me," he whispered.

Asami blinked with a confusing look in his eyes. Why would Akihito ask something like that in a situation like this?

"...I'm cold," Akihito said, slowly closing his eyes and then opening them.

Asami took off his suit jacket and put it on the chair, then he slid next to the boy, being careful not to do anything to the wires that were connected to Akihito. The boy felt like ice, he was too cold.

Akihito sighed in happiness when he felt Asami's warmth envelop him; he slowly closed his eyes. "...I...love...you." He never wanted to use words, actions spoke much louder than words, but he was losing his strength very quickly and there wasn't any other way.

The beeping sound of Akihito's heart was there, but it was getting slower and could feel Akihito's heart beating to the same rhythm. Shortly after the beating heart stopped and was replaced with a flatline beep that told Asami everything was over.

When Asami looked down at the still div in his arms Akihito's face had a small smile on it. A happy smile with a lonely tear that slid down his face from his left eye.

Asami kissed his face repeatedly. Then he pulled the young man much closer to his chest and promised him with one thing.

In a broken voice he whispered, "I'll follow you to the end of abyss, Akihito. And I'll make you mine again."

The End

*First time to write one-shot! What do you think? I'm so sorry for the late update of God's punishment! I was supposed to update it today, but it's not full beta yet! And also my head got stuck in a scene and can't get out of it XD. Wish me luck, got mid-term exams coming and don't know when I'll be updating! And looks like I'm only giving you bad news! Sorry! Hope you liked this one. Thanks for reading*