This all belongs to SM. Takes place in Eclipse right after Bella and Jacob share they're kiss when Jacob threatens to kill himself.

What have I done? I started walking back to camp. Why'd I do that…well I knew why but I just agreed to marry Edward what kind of sick person was I? When I arrived I noticed that Seth wasn't there. I bet he ran away not wanting to be near a selfish person like me. There was a fire and then I saw Edward sitting in front of the fire, he must not of known what I did yet. I took a deep breathe and sat next to him he looked at me and smiled. I tried to smile but I think it came out looking like a messed up frown/grimace.

"What's wrong love?" he asked. His voice was so full of love that it made me start to cry. His eyes widen.

"Love what's wrong?" he asked frantically.

"Nothing." I said. It was nothing. I knew that even though I loved Jacob I didn't need him like I needed Edward. I wanted Jacob around but I needed Edward like I needed oxygen.

"You're a terrible liar." He said kissing my nose. I cringed away guilty. Edward's eyes widen. "Is it me?" he asked pain coming to his eyes that he tried to hide.

"No, NO!" I exclaimed.

"Are you sure?"

"Absolutely" I said with my best smile. He looked at me doubtfully. Then Seth walked into the clearing in wolf form. I saw Edward look at him curiously. Oh no, Seth would see Jacob's mind.

"What is it Seth?" Edward asked.

"What's going on Edward?" I asked hesitantly.

"I think Seth has talked to Alice." Edward said with a grimace. Seth laughed as he sat down in a patch of grass.

"Why do you say that?" I asked

"Because he's currently translating things into Spanish." Edward said with an amused expression. So that meant that Edward didn't know. "What are you keeping from me?" Edward asked Seth. I saw Seth shake his head no. Edward through his hands up in frustration. "So much for being friends." Edward said with a sly expression. I saw Seth's mouth pop open. Then I saw Seth look at me with a glare.

"What do you mean you're protecting me? What are you protecting me from Seth?" Edward asked. It was obvious Seth was talking to Edward through his thoughts.

"Oh, really? If we were really good friend you would tell me." Edward said.

I shook my head; I hoped Seth would see me, that he liked Edward enough not to hurt him with this information. Seth shook his head at Edward.

"COME ON!" Edward yelled. "This is torture…no you're not doing this for me….oh yeah sure...best friends tell each other everything Seth" Edward said pouting. I grabbed his hand forcing him to look at me.

"Just let Seth be. I love you." Seth growled. I looked at Seth and he glared.

"HEY!" Edward said looking at Seth. "I don't know what your problem is but don't talk about her like that she's done nothing to you…what do you mean to me?" Edward asked. I bit my lip, Seth wouldn't say anything right? I hoped he wouldn't." Seth if you don't start talking or thinking rather…"Edward trailed off. "Ask her about what?"

"Is there something you need to tell me or something love?" Edward asked. I almost broke down. I just shook my head no. I held my breath as I waited for Seth to tell Edward something that was going to break my heart.