A/N: This is the oddest thing i've ever written. I dont even know if it's angst,or fluff,or what the hell it is. But,anyways,it's one-sided SakuPein. Sakura's kind of crazy in this fic. It's based off how I think love is so illogical,unexplainable,and just plain insane.
Disclaimer: I no own,so you no sue. 'Kay?
He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves me not.
But,it doesnt matter,because I love him.
"I love him more than the bees love the flowers,more than the sun loves the moon. I love him like hate loves anger and sadness loves tears." I clutched the abused daffodil to my chest,the grass tickling my skin through my thin blue shirt as I layed in the middle of a large meadow.
"Even if he doesnt love me,I will always love him. Im silly and im stupid and I love him so much." I rambled,staring up at the blue sky. But,it wasnt really blue. It had tints of purple,I noticed,and the clouds really werent all that fluffy.
"Daffodils are yellow. Pretty,pretty daffodils. But,they arent as pretty as his eyes. Red,red,red. Blonde hair,wild and crazy. I love his eyes. I love his hair. His hair is like the daffodils. So,I love the daffodils,too." A butterfly fluttered it's wings as it glided through the area above me.
"Orange,blue,black,pretty. Pretty butterfly. I love butterflies. I love him,I love him. I hope he loves me. I will love him forever and ever,until im dead as the corpses in a cemetary." My words halted,and I grinned up at the sky. Pretty,pretty sky. Blue,purple,white,yellow. Yellow like his hair.
"Sakura." His voice,so wonderful. Like the sound of the wind rustling the trees.
"Sakura." He said that someday,we're run away together,and i'd be with him. I'd die next to him,but he wouldnt come with me because he has to save the world. He saved me,so he can save the world.
"Sakura." I blinked as something leaned over me,blocking my view of the blue-purple sky and the not-fluffy clouds. Then,I see yellow hair like daffodils and red,red,red eyes.
"You're here!" I exclaim,hurriedly getting to my feet so I could turn and grin widely at him. He eyed me warily,then asks,in his wonderful wind voice,
"What have you been doing,Sakura?" I offer the mangled daffodil to him,my not-so-wonderful not-wind voice saying,
"I wanted to pick you a flower!" the corners of his mouth twitch,like he's gonna smile,but he doesnt. Nope. Instead,he turns and starts back towards the base.
"Come,Sakura. Outside time is over." I follow him,swinging my arms happily,practically skipping. Because I love him,even if he doesnt love me. Im crazy and silly and stupid and I love him so much.
He loves me.
He loves me not.
Like I said. She's kinda insane. Okay,not kinda. She IS. Anyways,Read & Review,people. Flames are welcomed with open arms.