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Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
Alex dove to the ground, barely missing the bullet aimed for his heart. Talk about déjà vu. He had ticked off the cult, obviously. Calling it a god-forsaken, stupid, self-selling religion might have been a bit too far, as he rather unfortunately found out. Another bullet slammed into the ground in front of him, and he quickly rolled away. He took out the device Smithers had given him, the only one he had left. It was a necklace, with a single red bead. He yanked the bead off, and threw it blindly at the cult while diving to the side, again. It exploded in a flash of color and sound. Alex burst out of the smoke, rolling and coughing. The miny bomb had caused a rather colorful explosion, painfully clear against the bright blue sky. The cops would be arriving in a few minutes; Alex could already hear the sirens. He slowly limped away.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Gasping, Alex sat up straight, trying to clear his head from a nightmare. He had seen his parents die again, only this time it was on Albert Bridge. The nightmares had been getting steadily worse and worse, happening almost every night instead of the once rare experience. Alex scowled down at the bed, and then pulled his maths book from the side of the bed. It had become almost a routine; he kept it so close now he didn't even have to get out of bed. Alex sighed and opened the textbook. It was going to be a long night.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
Alex walked the familiar halls of his school, ignoring the glances that were not so subtle sent his way. Tom was his only friend left at school, and even he became exasperated at Alex sometimes. Who wouldn't be? One day he was there, the next he could be in Korea or something without so much as a warning. BRRRING! The bell rang, and Alex picked up his pace, the last thing he needed in his life right now was detention.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Tom sighed, his parents were fighting, his best mate was missing, his brother was in LA, and in short, he had no one to go to. Sometimes he wished he had other friends than Alex, because he was friends with Alex everyone else stayed away. But then he remembers all of the fun times he's had with Alex. And however much Tom needs Alex, Alex needs him ten times more. Tom scowled at the sidewalk and started walking around the park. He needed to let off some steam.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
Jack walked in the room, "Alex? Dinner's ready…" her voice trailed off as she saw him asleep over his homework. Unknown to Alex, she knew about his nightmares, but knew if she tried to comfort him, he would just pull away, as he always did. Now that she thought of it, she didn't know how Ian had stayed so composed, so normal, even with…that. She couldn't even say the name, couldn't bring herself to say it. Jack gently crept back out and quietly closed the door.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
So, how did i do? It was my first songfic, i hope i didn't mess it up too bad! Please reveiw, it makes my day! Any positive criticism is always helplful, sorry if the characters seem a little OOC, I struggle with that especially. So please review!
~sififantasygirl