My mother always told me, there is someone always better... and someone always worse. I find some truth to that quote, but who is the best and who is the worst? She would always rant "Courtney is the best child anyone could ask for! She is the best!". I would always agree with her too, but how do you know you're the best, and how do you know you're the worst? I never questioned this until Total Drama World Tour. I started questioning everything. I started questioning my personality, my actions, and especially... my motives. Why am I so stuck up and not carefree? Why do I have straight A's and not C's and B's? Why do I have no friends... and yet others do. Yin and Yang, up and down, black and white, fire and water. Which one is better? What is in the middle? These questions flooded my mind all over the Summer until I finally concluded there is no middle, only sides and an empty space on the sidelines. I was left with one last question. Which side was I on? That''s when I realized I was in that empty space; alone.
Before I knew it, I graduated college with a simple associates degree. I wanted to go somewhere quiet and yet upbeat.. I moved around a lot until I found myself in Wisconsin, USA. Here it is so beautiful and with so many nice people, I just had to stay. I got myself an apartment, and decided to become a writer. I am right now in the process of writing a book, and I'm hoping it will do good and hopefully pull me in some money. So far I'm doing great, but I still feel lonely. I do go out with some "acquaintances" time to time, but I never go out willingly. I'm always in my apartment writing my book or watching TV all day. Its not like I could go out and act like I'm the innocent girl I once was. I've... done somethings I'm not proud. Right now I'm running away from the police and no one suspects its me. I've been running ever since that fateful Summer... I've been going under the name Roxanne Conall, a foster child who's parents died overseas on a business trip. I loss all contacts with my friends and family, even my best friend Trey I had to drop. No one knows, therefore no one shall find me.
Just decided to do a prologue. If this sounds interesting to you at all, tell me in the reviews please so I will have motivation to write more. This would be a DxC fanfic and some Gwen hate throughout it... just warning all of you. Also I'm going to pretend that All Stars never happened. All Stars was a no no in my book -_-