Newborn

by JordanCullen72

This chronicles Bella's first year as a newborn vampire and how she dealt with various parts of her new life. She also gets help in dealing with the Volturi. It is all in Bella's POV and keep in mind in this version she did not originally want to be a vampire. This is partially AU especially during the battle. Follows closer to the BD movies than the book.

1. Chapter 1 - The Transformation

Title: Newborn
Rating: PG-13(T for )
Disclaimer: Twilight doesn't belong to me. Its all Stephenie's. Jordan Cullen is my OC.
Summary: This fic chronicles my first year as a newborn and how I went through a rebellious stage of my own. Keep in mind in this version I was changed despite not wanting to become a vampire.

Chapter 1 - The Transformation

(Bella POV)

I had been going through hell with all of the burning pain and having a constant audience. I was still resenting the fact the Cullens insisted I be changed because they feared the Volturi. It really didn't make me feel any better that Edward was close by. True he was against my being turned but he did eventually side with his father just to keep himself alive. In truth, this made me dislike him.

The medication I was given, was starting to wear off which meant my transition was nearly complete. I kept my thoughts to myself, but was relieved that I did have one thing for me. Edward can't read my thoughts. He never could. This led me to believe I can use it against him once I was changed. I considered leaving him once I was but had to keep this decision to myself or Alice would tell them ahead of time.

The burning began to subside and I did feel stronger now, but I was still unconscious. My thoughts went in different directions as I lay there with my eyes closed. I could hear muffled voices but nothing really clear. I couldn't tell who it was who was talking.

I could feel the venom moving throughout my body reforming everything from veins to my organs.

As I laid there, I began to think about all I would have to say goodbye to. I knew I could no longer see Charlie or even Renee. It would be too dangerous for them. If they knew what I was becoming, the Volturi would force their transformation or they would also be killed. This made me mad to say the least. I also couldn't see my friends anymore. This didn't make me happy either.

Its kind of weird though. I have no idea how much time has passed, which had me slightly worried.

What truly saddned me was I would never have the chance to have children of my own. Now I got what Rosalie was getting at. Now I understood it all. She felt she was robbed of her human life both by Royce King and by Carlisle(who had changed her to save her from certain death). I was being robbed of my human life. The only difference is my own life is being robbed by the Volturi all because of their stupid rules.

The burning died down even more and I could barely feel my heart beating now. The tranformation must be nearly finished. I still didn't move an inch. I could feel air on my legs which meant I was now wearing a dress. Alice, you will pay for that! I thought angrily. I hate wearing dresses, high heels, and all of that girly junk. I'd rather go around in a pair of blue jeans and flannel shirt any day.

My heart just stopped beating so its time to open my eyes and let them all greet the new me. Hopefully I will some time get the opportunity to get away and get on my own.